Lucid Dream : The dream i always "dreamed" of !!!!

[terranu1]

This is a dream i've always " dreamed" to have ,,and i'm so amazed that it finally happened, that i feel the need to share it XD Long story short, 7 years ago , when i was in elementary, i was very much inlove with a girl from my class. I continued to love her and even today i ask myself if i still do it like then, but we never had the chance of being togheter, mostly because of me,i never had the guts to tell her. Thing is ,that when we were in highschool, same class, one day she came to me and asked why am i so sad, do i like her ? But back then i was neglecting myself and i had a dental infection wich kept me to silence a while ,so i couldn't say anything and she felt i wasn't alright and went back to her bench. From that moment on, i started to have the same dream , over and over and over... The dream is like this : I'm in the 8th grade, all my classmates are there, some are from highschool some from elementary, old teachers are there, they are teaching, i'm having huge problems with grades like i had back then,and i'm scared . The girl is always there in her bench, watching me,talking with others, but i can't go to her, because my breath is horrible, JUST like in that day when she came to me . The feeling that i'm back there in my 8th, is so real, so powerful, i can't describe how incredible it is, to be there again, to do the same stuff, to see my old classmates and teachers and feel like a 13 years old kid ... I can definitely say that i had this dream for at least 80 times in 4 years and it was the same, EVERY TIME. But, for years, even if i took care of my hygiene and nowadays i don't have anymore the problems i had then, the dream continued to haunt me until few days ago....... NOW COMES THE INTERESTING PART ::: When i had it again..i was there, i saw my old teachers, i was even participating at class, reading stuff from manuals, playing with my friends..and watching her . All the while feeling extremely sad. Only that this time it was a little different. I went to my good old desk and asked a classmate " who's desk is this ? " She answered me that it was a boy named , and she named me. And that the boy is now a scientist ( wich i'm not,but in the 8th grade i was thinking of becoming a great scientist) . She then continued to say that the boy was inlove with the girl ( i like ) and that he keeps haunting her from the future, by continuosly returning to the same moment in time, in the 8th grade, to see her . When i heard that answer i felt very weird. Somehow i was a ghost who was haunting them from the future not past, and forced them to remain there ....WEIRD Then ,after a short while ,somehow i don't know how, i had the guts to get close to the girl i love, and i nicely asked a friend of her who was standing by, to let me stay there . She knew the reason and quietly left . And here i am now, standing on the same chair as her, and my breath is still bad, but not that bad.. I can look in to her eyes, and she's smiling to me. I start to cry ,and i tell her " I love you" . FINALLY. After that she kept smilling ,said she loves me too, but only at that time, not anymore in the present. But it's enough for me. She's hugging me now, and she cries too, i know she's crying because of me. Shortly after that, i woke up and felt veeeeery bad, but somehow happy that i finally got the chance to do it. This is all i ever wanted the last 6 years of my life, a chance to return back in time, and say what i wished so hard to say at acertain moment in the 8th grade ..just this,even if it was only a dream. But this dream haunted me so long, that i'm convinced every time i had it, i was actwally there, back in time and it was all real. It wasn't only an illusion that my mind came up with. THANK YOU GOD ! this was the best lucid dream i had in my life I

[lucidreamsavy]

You must be glad to stop dreaming that same dream over and over again! I'm happy for you that it all ended so good. Just curious, did you see her face?

[killguta]

Great dream! Nice that the "ghost of the past" isn't going to haunt you anymore .

[terranu1]

You must be glad to stop dreaming that same dream over and over again! I'm happy for you that it all ended so good. Just curious, did you see her face? yes..but i knew she was the age she is now, 22 years, not 13 like then . She looked mature and changed..but still her

[Native Dreamer]

wow I really connected to that experience man. Thankyou for sharing, really. Thats all I can say.

[Mawds]

Good story mate! I'm just curious wether you was lucid or not?? If you was lucid surley you could have consiously gone upto her and sorted it along time ago?

[BigFan]

Great story and congrats on resolving your little obstacle

[terranu1]

Good story mate! I'm just curious wether you was lucid or not?? If you was lucid surley you could have consiously gone upto her and sorted it along time ago? I was always lucid in this dream, everytime i had it It was like, everytime i'm there, i know who am i now in the present, what happened the years before.When i'm sitting at my desk, i'm thinking of how time passed and i failed so much at doing the stuff i've wanted to do. I'm there because i need a relief, to go back to the place where it all started...sorta like that. I know that i'm there in 8th because i want to ,but even if it was my dream, i couldn't go close to her. I would talk and play with my old classmates, go outside on the playground, see hundred people laughing, screaming, playing soccer and stuff.. i could jump and start flying..all this stuff . But i couldnt get close to her, it was like a curse Ugliest feeling ..

[Mawds]

strange like, i reckon you go find her in real life and sort it once and for all!!

[BigFan]

strange like, i reckon you go find her in real life and sort it once and for all!! If he's satisfied with how everything turned out, then I doubt he'll do that, but, it is an interesting dream especially the part about the haunting. One problem I see with him going to tell her is that any feelings that she had for him would more likely be gone by now

[Mawds]

She doesn't have to be in love with him.. it's called "the game" and if you know how womens minds work and you know how to work them then any woman can be yours! As far as we know you only live once so you mite aswell make the most of it.. If lucid dreams and OBE's are possible then so is getting the girl you want, don't wake up one day and realise that all your dreams WHERE ACTUALLY ONLY DREAMS!! reality is much better so get out there and find that girl!

[terranu1]

She doesn't have to be in love with him.. it's called "the game" and if you know how womens minds work and you know how to work them then any woman can be yours! As far as we know you only live once so you mite aswell make the most of it.. If lucid dreams and OBE's are possible then so is getting the girl you want, don't wake up one day and realise that all your dreams WHERE ACTUALLY ONLY DREAMS!! reality is much better so get out there and find that girl! no, not really :-) she is engaged and lives in a distant city since highschool ended, 5 years ago.. She knew i had feelings and told me once it's a bit late . Sure i saw alot of movies but i'm not really the eurotrip guy to suddently go there and try to broke her relationship and life . I never was that type . I think the dream was enough I think dreams are more than enough when you consider them superior to what reality has to offer call me whatever you want

[terranu1]

If he's satisfied with how everything turned out, then I doubt he'll do that, but, it is an interesting dream especially the part about the haunting. One problem I see with him going to tell her is that any feelings that she had for him would more likely be gone by now yes the part with the haunting was the weirdest of all.. The girl i was asking could see me and knew who i was. Still she answered not by saying " you ", but mentioning my name and that i am now a scientist. She was talking to me " from the past" . I was seeing myself both from the past and present . My present personality and my past school situation and part of the feelings . But for me dreams are a place where everything looks much more real and touchable. Once i met the girl i lov, in a bus, we talked a little but i wasnt too excited , just normal . In dreams when i see her im fantastically excited and emotioned . But yes..the feeling was exactly like i said. I was haunting that place from my present, it's future . Sometimes i believe that i never went along with time since then, and i keept staying there ,but my life went on without a big part of me

[Psylocibin]

Really awesome man, good to read your dream.

[BigFan]

no, not really :-) she is engaged and lives in a distant city since highschool ended, 5 years ago.. She knew i had feelings and told me once it's a bit late . Sure i saw alot of movies but i'm not really the eurotrip guy to suddently go there and try to broke her relationship and life . I never was that type . I think the dream was enough I think dreams are more than enough when you consider them superior to what reality has to offer call me whatever you want oh, you already told her Way to go though, I applaud people who respect others when they are in a relationship or engaged in this case. If she was the one for you, she'll eventually find you yes the part with the haunting was the weirdest of all.. The girl i was asking could see me and knew who i was. Still she answered not by saying " you ", but mentioning my name and that i am now a scientist. She was talking to me " from the past" . I was seeing myself both from the past and present . My present personality and my past school situation and part of the feelings . But for me dreams are a place where everything looks much more real and touchable. Once i met the girl i lov, in a bus, we talked a little but i wasnt too excited , just normal . In dreams when i see her im fantastically excited and emotioned . But yes..the feeling was exactly like i said. I was haunting that place from my present, it's future . Sometimes i believe that i never went along with time since then, and i keept staying there ,but my life went on without a big part of me The haunting does feel a bit odd, but, as long as you have been able to solve your love problem, that's all that matter. It makes me wonder if she felt something after that problem of yours was fixed, but, again its just a dream

[Mawds]

Soz guys but you sound like suckers... a real man chases his dreams and gets wat he wants!!... and how can you say that dreams are superior to reality? having sex in your dreams will never compare to the real thing!

[BigFan]

Soz guys but you sound like suckers... a real man chases his dreams and gets wat he wants!!... and how can you say that dreams are superior to reality? having sex in your dreams will never compare to the real thing! lol, that's your opinion. Yes, a real man chases his dreams, but, you force someone to love you. In his case, she's already engaged. Imagine if he came up to her and told her I love you and forget about the engagement, what do you think her reaction will be? Finally, I never said dreams are superior to reality, infact, I have very bad dream recall and only had one LD, so, I didn't get a chance to do any of my goals

[killguta]

Soz guys but you sound like suckers... a real man chases his dreams and gets wat he wants!!... and how can you say that dreams are superior to reality? having sex in your dreams will never compare to the real thing! What's the difference between the reality of the real world and the dream world? None, but in the dream world you can shape everything the way you want it. They aren't suckers because they want to do something they never could in real life inside a dream. Also I doubt reality can beat the dream world. Since when you summon things, that thing will be the ultimate "thing" you will ever see, your idea of perfection of that particular thing. I doubt reality can do that. P.S. I don't want to live inside a dream forever or stuff like that. I consider lucid dream a way to live 24/7 .

[Mawds]

Wow you need to wake up again fella, I think you've spent too long in lucid dreams!! Yes I've had lucid dreams and yes they are amazing but FFS listen to yourself!! Reality is the only chance to make the most with your life and dreams are there to try and make you move forward and make progress in your life... not live in them forever!

[killguta]

Wow you need to wake up again fella, I think you've spent too long in lucid dreams!! Yes I've had lucid dreams and yes they are amazing but FFS listen to yourself!! Reality is the only chance to make the most with your life and dreams are there to try and make you move forward and make progress in your life... not live in them forever! Read my post again... slowly. I never said living in a "fake" "world" is good, but you can't deny that it's better then reality, since it's your brain gives you the best things you can ever imagine. Lucid dreaming could be the best therapy in the world, it could cure phobias, depression and many more, but still I don't recommend "living" in it.

[BigFan]

Wow you need to wake up again fella, I think you've spent too long in lucid dreams!! Yes I've had lucid dreams and yes they are amazing but FFS listen to yourself!! Reality is the only chance to make the most with your life and dreams are there to try and make you move forward and make progress in your life... not live in them forever! lol, that doesn't apply to me. I've only ever had one short LD which was accidential and a week after I started to work towards getting an LD. I do live in the RL, all I was telling the guy was that I agree that he shouldn't do something that he wouldn't want someone to do for him. His chance is gone unless her engagement breaks on its own and she decides that she still loves him. Point is I don't think he should go after her, because, she's made her decision already. You tell me, if you were in his position now, what would you do? Would you seriously try and break her engagement and force her to love you? lol, that is the most offtopic I've ever went, anyways, to OP, I think that haunting thing, was probably just a product of your subconscious mentioning the fact that you kept on getting the same dream 80 times for 4 years

[Psylocibin]

Read my post again... slowly. I never said living in a "fake" "world" is good, but you can't deny that it's better then reality, since it's your brain gives you the best things you can ever imagine. Lucid dreaming could be the best therapy in the world, it could cure phobias, depression and many more, but still I don't recommend "living" in it. Just out of curiosity, do you think fighting yourself would have a beneficial therapeutic effect? I doubt it.

[killguta]

Just out of curiosity, do you think fighting yourself would have a beneficial therapeutic effect? I doubt it. Cure for ego maniacs? Also I think duplicating tons of you and fighting yourself is really awesome, like in the movie "The One".

[lucidspark64]

wow damn. well i'm glad you finally resolved your little dream conflict. do you still have this dream? i'm kind of curious... is there is someone else you like now?