Thread: After a year of trying, my W.I.L.D.

After one year of frustration, tears and anger, I´ve finally WILDed. I can´t describe the feeling.

I didn´t just succeed, it was so much more. I finally realized how it is done. So now I know I can do this every night.

So what did I realize?
WILDing is not active. It´s passive. By this I mean that trying to induce SP by relaxing myself a hundred times, or trying to visualize a dream doesn´t help.
I only need to do this:
Passively let myself fall asleep while I stay aware.
I hope you understood that...

Well, anyway, here is the WILD:

First I slept for 4-5hrs. I woke up around 7:30 using two alarms, my cell and an alarm clock. I switched some lights on, and did something that recuires physical movement for about 20 seconds. Then I just sat on my bed, thinking whether I should go to the restroom or not, and did some reality checks. I was up for about 4-7 minutes.
Then I went back to bed. I just tought "this is it, I´ve got got succeed". I took a comfty posture and placed my fingers in between my mattress and the structures of my bed, which created a small amouth of pain. Then I relaxed very simply. After that I just passively noticed the pain. I though of nothing. At first I swallowed etc. After some time I noticed that I had gone too unconscious. Then I just though that I´m not tired enough, so I decided to go normally asleep. I stopped using the anchor. But it only took a minute or two for the SP to kick in from that.
When I went to SP, I just tried not to think about anything. I did think about things like, how will I switch to my dream body etc. and I tried to keep myself aware by telling myself that I am going to have a dream, but mostly I had an empty mind.
Everything shook, there were sounds everywhere and colours swirled thru my vision. Then it stopped.
I opened my eyes. My room was huge and there was this weird figure hanging from my ceiling. I woke up and went to SP again. Then my real adventure began. But I´ll post the adventure later, I´m a bit busy you see.