Apeiron
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I had zombies in my dream and I got bitten, for a moment someone suggested or i thought that i should cut my arm off, the zombie that bit me was on a foot propelled scooter and had a very tiny bite, he was chasing some people around in a room and i was trying to save them, i wasnt sure if I had really caught the contagion.

Some people were trying to rehabilitate the zombies in the beginning, had them in hospital beds, and they were leaving the door open and being careless in some ways, that made me worry. I was trying to sit in a chair in that room with one of the zombies and it kept swerving around i couldnt get it stable, there was a tv i think in front of me, maybe with some sort of commercial, there were drapes to the left of me covering a sliding glass window, it was daylight outside, and there was a kid sobbing with his zombie brother like a love tale of sorts or a rehab miracle had taken place but hadnt really.

I was telling people to shoot me at the right time since i was bitten, and also thought of chaining myself up then i thought about the walking dead game where a particular character does that.

I ended up in a bathroom with a female at some point, i had been given some clothes and a towel, but i lost them due to zombies or something, so i asked her if i could shower there, i laid down with her and she said something sexual, as though i should have intercourse with her since we're two naked opposites laying next to each other, then the towels we were covered in swirled into a long hoop and our bodies kind of dissapeared like we were one in some strange fashion.

Brians parents had bought me so many legos that i had to put them in a bag and felt they were in my way. I had to do laundry, and saw someones pants on top that i liked, they were frayed a bit in front by the crotch but i decided i shouldnt steal them, i was by a laundry machine, i had a ton of laundry upstairs to do.

Most of this dream was in some large hotel type place that had a rectangular spiral staircase with a large opening in the center.

I scared some girls or something when i was laying in the hallway trying to sleep or something of that nature.

I was trying to find kevin but he was evicted out of the hotel place i guess cause he was banging walls and yelling in eileens hotel room or something like that.

An investigator showed me some footage of kevin sitting in a public place on a bench putting his torso on his upper thighs and wrapped in a blanket as though he was sleeping, the investigator expressed his dissatisfaction with him doing so mentioning some law against it, a bystander looked at him with worry or disgust. I think it was a campus.

This dream is kind of hazy, I woke about 5 times throughout the night.

I was on a beach, and there was some kind of group of people waiting for something, someone seemed like they were kinda trying to trip me but i wasnt sure and fell anyway, i shouted but quickly got up and pretended like nothing happened. I saw my old friend brian then.

There was a large robot of ancient origin in the distance moving back and forth real fast amongst jungle scenery, I had the impression that a military force had tried to destroy it however failed miserably in their attempts.

I joined the navy somehow, and was on a boat very briefly, there was a scene with a woman and she said something and i went to sleep on the boat.

Another part I was in an airplane with a group of other individuals in some military force, we all proceeded to parachute out, we landed on a basketball court in some city, i wasnt sure what our mission was and one of the team mates mocked me in a strange fashion for it.

We met with some lady of authority and she gave us our mission, I think we had to kill a couple guards outside of her door first. There were kids in her office. Anyhow, we went to some dark corner outside a building and one of my teammates had to pretend to be undercover, so 2 guys showed up and he ended up shot somehow.

We had to redo it all over and this time, we did things differently somehow and the guy ended up going to school, but saw us in the school and started yelling, "What the hell is going on!?" our mission was to get him into school i guess.

Thats about all I can recall for now.

This dream took place a day or so ago but couldnt adjust that on here as far as i could tell. anyhow here we go, first entry.

I was preparing a meal of cookies chocolate peanut butter oatmeal cookies was one of em (my mother used to make these when i was young alot), and put what was maybe human flesh in them for some party, so some cookies were bloated, they ate them and started growing pig noses, one of the guests started munching on his pig nose.



It was in an old rickety house i believe, I went back for some food, and ate some tortilla chips but kept spilling em on the floor as someone said I'll get you a plate, then i spilled them all over the floor and became a bit distressed.

I found a grenade an old small one, and kept reenacting how i was gonna use it or wondering who i should give it to.

Some agents were looking at a compartment built into the ground that was sealed with a lock in my back yard at 1771 crocket drive, they were trying to open the lock but failed. (perhaps my locked away memories of childhood?)

I tried to hide the grenade without people noticing in a stack of old logs. (the grenade representing something dangerous, like my schizophrenia or childhood and the effects of trauma, hiding it from the world around me and myself?)

I went back to 1771 crocket drive when i was alot older and my shoes were disheveled, i think something important happened, i said something or saw someone or knew something that I can't remember.

Another part I was with some lady and she got a car but it had no seatbelt for her which distressed me, she couldnt drive it well, saying it didnt drive like her other car, I had the idea to put parts of it in my older car to make it work better. (my moms schizophrenia as the lack of seatbelt car? Applying schizophrenia in some way to the old me to have a car with a seatbelt? Learn from schizophrenia?)