jlp800
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So unfourtunatly i havnt been uploading many journals on here. This is like the second one in a long itme, anyways lately ive been expiernce sleep paralysis. Just about everynight. Usually im so usedd to these i can have fun by imagining things up, BUT lately my thought have been filled with things that keep turning evil on me. Its getting bad. Some of the things i see are like three black figures hanging on my wall, then i managed to turn my head and ened up look at a red fading face in the ceiling. The pressure on my chest started and i was able to breathe.When i woke, i easily fell back to sleep and it happened again and once again i coul notbreath. Ive been dealing with sleep paralysis for a very long time but never untill about two nights ao did i have breathing problems. Anyways my dreams have started turning into nightmares and my thought havnt been going the way i wanted them to. the funny thing is, that right now there is actually NO bad things or NO stress in my life, in fact ive been having some of the best times ive had in a long time. With that being said i do not know why these things are starting to appear in my dreams and i dont know..... ive actually been avoideding sleeping because yes....im actually scared for once.

1st. Ended up back in school, GIANT SCHOOL, Tons of hallways, 4 Stories, thousand of Rooms, people from high school and middle school (with teachers)
I was forced to go back to my middle school band class (because right b4 i left that school[pertaining to real life] i turned in a crappy binder and they were forced to throw it away) I had to go back to that class for 2 weeks because of something that happned last year. When i walked inside theyre were six other people. (one who threw a spitball at the teacher[pertaing to real life] ) We had 6 desk in a circle with thousands of toys,games candy, money, prizes and we could take any(weird huh). The band teachers SUPRSINGLY nice and funny. We had fun in that class , then bell rang went to the nest classes but ended it up just walking around (because i found out i was dreaming). Ended up outside the school. woke up in real life.
2nd. fell back to sleep, ended up in that same class we were having fun once again, went to next class, lunch, went outside(did not know i was dreaming) then was with all my friends/ Woke up. Went to my real school, sitting in math class....realized i was still dreaming and had not waken up for real. Once i realized the dream faded woke up....in real life.
3rd. Went back to sleep...sleep paralysis occured, let it pass, ended up going straight to some random dream (cant remember what is was).