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    I really am an ***hole - to my DG of all people...

    by kdhoward83 on 10-22-2011 at 06:34 PM
    Bits and pieces of the dream(s) are a little vauge (been super busy and stressed with work so I havent worked on LD and my dream recall has been miserable). I was only lucid for a portion of one of the dreams. What I did during that lucid kind of bothers me and reaffirms by DGs comment on me being "a little wild" I'll only post the lucid part because the dream would take forever to write.


    I'm in a big city walking on the streets with my wife when we being to discuss dreams.
    "For all I know this could be a dream. Wait... a.... minute..."


    I become lucid
    Not expecting to be lucid, and the fact Im still pretty new to it, I don't stablize the dream
    I think for a minute if I actually want to try to find my DG again.
    I decide its worth a shot but I wont try too hard.
    I turn around and walk away from my wife to try and find a DC.
    Talking to no one, I shout: "Is my dream guide around anywhere?"
    "Her name is... uh.. er.." For the life of me I can't remember it.
    I walk up to a group of DCs and ask one of them
    "Im looking for this woman.. she was in my dreams before"
    "Her name started with an A Im pretty sure."

    He looked a little scared and shifts his eyes around as if to check who was listening.
    DC: "We don't talk about her. She's not here. She's up there" (points to the sky)
    I shrug it off and don't press any further.
    I start to walk away and decide it isn't worth it
    This really hot blonde runs up and grabs me
    DC: "You have to help us"
    She starts flirting hard core and I could tell she wants to have sex with me so Id help them.
    I don't like wasting time on sex in lucid's since its not nearly as satisfying as the real thing.
    I kind of shrug her off and walk away.
    This is when my DG shows up.
    She flashes down from the sky and appears next to me.
    She seems happy to see me.
    "There you are, I was looking for you. Whats going on here, why are these people all afraid of you?"
    We continue to walk together.
    She's very flirty (touching and smiling, etc) as she explains
    "We're at war with these people, and you have significant power, so they want you on their side"
    My memory flashes back to me doing all these supernatural things - fighting all these different people. I was able to manipulate all the elements
    and energy around me to do various things (fly, shock waves, energy balls, wind blasts, etc)
    For some reason this doesn't really surprise me or give me any inclination to try them out.
    For some reason (despite not liking to bother with sex in lucids) I decide I want to have sex with her
    I start groping her. She seems a little embarrassed but smiles anyway.
    "I want to have sex"
    She looks surprised and looks around "What, here? In front of all these people?!?"
    I still try to make advances and she pushes me
    "No, I don't want to here"
    I get pretty angry at this point and shove her down into a ditch
    "Well what are you good for then?"
    I walk away and the dream begins to fade, and I let it.


    Im an ***hole in my dreams. Holy crap. Id never treat someone like that IRL. She was happy to see me and I treated her like ****. The whole "at war" thing is a little confusing, and Im not sure what those flashbacks were all about. I hope I can continue this story-line or whatever it is and didn't ruin it by treating the only DC I've met with a "mind of its own" like garbage.
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