LuluD49
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This whole situation with D. is wrecking me up. Hardly sleep at all anymore.
Around 6 am tried a WBTB with following meditation. Couldn't relax then the guy next door gets a delivery (on Sunday morning!!). Had a short dream about my cat dying. He died ten years ago. But last night he died again in my dreams. Maybe I should take a break from everything. It's just too much right now

Read about the SSILD technique and tried it. Not sure if this will be a good one for me. Woke up without any alarm. Tried the relaxation cycle. Fell back asleep. Nothing. Tried again and again as I kept waking up during the night. Nothing to report here.
In the early morning hours I dreamt I was back in FL. I met all my friends again. It felt wonderful. We were at Winghouse. Suddenly we were all living in a medieval house (more like a castle). My friends all dressed up as if they would go to a re-enactment. They looked great. It was funny. They all were part of a procession and tell me to go with them. I just stand there and watch them. Suddenly I'm back at the house and the maidservant is telling me in an evil voice "Maybe they will never return from the procession!". I think something might be really wrong and something bad will happen to my friends. So I run through the house, open all these old fashioned locks and when I finally reach the last door I wake up.

Woke up around 3:20 am with terrible toothache. Took pain killers. Went back to bed. Was awake for two more hours. Rolling around not able to relax or fall back asleep due to my toothache.
Only remember a dream fragment in which my boss calls me and asks me about a project on which I'm working on in my waking life as well.

Crazy night. Wrecked myself up over D the whole day therefore no good sleep and no dream recall

Woke up around 4 am with a terrible headache. Took a pain killer, went back to bed.

I'm at an airport. Suddenly I'm at a hospital. Someone I know is treated there, probably my mother. There is this creepy guy walking down the hallway. He reminds me of Rumpelstiltskin from Once upon a time. So I follow him. He seems to be a threat to people at the hospital. I get my taser out and basically roast him. Of course a lot of people gather around us to see what is going on but I keep torturing him with the taser. Suddenly we all yell "Rumpel, Rumpel" and he literally evaporates and turns to dusk.