MisterB
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As well I have been a heavy Marijuana smoker for the past 13 years and have stopped about 3 weeks ago. In the first couple of weeks I increased the amount of alcohol that I have been drinking as most people do when giving up. Whilst drinking more i was still not recalling my dreams but was waking suddenly through the night with no apparent reason. I have recently taken the alcohol out of the equation and for the first few nights I found it hard to fall asleep and when I did it was very light restless sleep. I have now entered into a very dark stage with the most scary nightmares in which I feel trapped and helpless! So much so that it has prompted me to find this site and look into it in more detail.



The first dream that I dealt with was in regard to an issue I had with some neighbours a few months ago. They had a party with a group of teenagers who started banging on my windows and doors. As I came out to tell them to keep it down I was attacked and when retreating back inside they then turned their attention on my house throwing plant pots at my windows and tearing pieces from my neighbours fence to try and break in to my house. This obviously left me feeling vulnerable and threatened. Since this incident I have had various visits asking me to borrow my car, telling me to sort them out drugs and more objects being thrown at my windows and doors.

In the dream I had one of them (about 14/15 years old) come into my hose demanding musical equipment from me, I had no control over the situation and could do nothing but tell him that he wasn't going to have my equipment. There were friends of mine there who were doing nothing about it. They didn’t seem to be too bothered or threatened but I was feeling scared and threatened by the intruder. I wanted to grab him and throw him out of my house as I was twice his size and age but for some reason could do nothing but tell him he couldn’t have my things. I then woke with all of the details vivid in my head.



2 nights ago I was dreaming that a friend of mine who runs my local pub and is also giving up alcohol was sexually harassing my 4 year old son. My sons mother (we are separated) was absolutely fine with this and could not understand my upset, anger or concern. I was trapped with her taking sides with this friend who was sleazing over my son. I spent the whole dream trying to separate my son from this harassment and take him somewhere safe. There was no explicit contact between my friend and my son but the intent was there. This is all I can recall about this dream but it seemed to go on for a long time I was hugely disturbed upon waking.



The dream That I had last night was probably the scariest I have ever had. It is a bit blurry but I can remember some details clearly. I was again with friends (don’t know which ones) and they were forcing me to watch a scary film which we were a part of. It didn’t feel like watching a film, to me we were in the film and it was real. There was an evil figure like Freddie Kruger’s bigger scarier brother crossed with Satan. I was trying to leave but my friends who were also scared were forcing me to stay and "watch the film". We were all hugging each other trying to escape the Dark figure, not being chased or attacked but his presence terrified me and we just had to sit and watch. I eventually woke up from this hellish place and when I returned to my dreams I was part of a cult who's objectives I cannot remember but again full of darkness. I remember a themed party which seemed familiar in a jail or concentration camp of some sort. Again there was the constant theme of fear and intimidation. I was highly recognised within this cult and was helping them achieve their dark (but unknown) plan. Again When I woke up I had awful thoughts and memories of a bad night sleep.



Sorry if all of this is so vague but I have come into work today and am not feeling myself. Admitadly I do feel a bit better after writing all of these details but still a bit worried as to what it all could relate to. I can obviously see the first dreams relivance to not feeling as secure in my house after the incidence with my neighbours but the rest as all a mistery.

Ay comments or advice would be much appreciated.

As well I have been a heavy Marijuana smoker for the past 13 years and have stopped about 3 weeks ago. In the first couple of weeks I increased the amount of alcohol that I have been drinking as most people do when giving up. Whilst drinking more i was still not recalling my dreams but was waking suddenly through the night with no apparent reason. I have recently taken the alcohol out of the equation and for the first few nights I found it hard to fall asleep and when I did it was very light restless sleep. I have now entered into a very dark stage with the most scary nightmares in which I feel trapped and helpless! So much so that it has prompted me to find this site and look into it in more detail.



The first dream that I dealt with was in regard to an issue I had with some neighbours a few months ago. They had a party with a group of teenagers who started banging on my windows and doors. As I came out to tell them to keep it down I was attacked and when retreating back inside they then turned their attention on my house throwing plant pots at my windows and tearing pieces from my neighbours fence to try and break in to my house. This obviously left me feeling vulnerable and threatened. Since this incident I have had various visits asking me to borrow my car, telling me to sort them out drugs and more objects being thrown at my windows and doors.

In the dream I had one of them (about 14/15 years old) come into my hose demanding musical equipment from me, I had no control over the situation and could do nothing but tell him that he wasn't going to have my equipment. There were friends of mine there who were doing nothing about it. They didn’t seem to be too bothered or threatened but I was feeling scared and threatened by the intruder. I wanted to grab him and throw him out of my house as I was twice his size and age but for some reason could do nothing but tell him he couldn’t have my things. I then woke with all of the details vivid in my head.



2 nights ago I was dreaming that a friend of mine who runs my local pub and is also giving up alcohol was sexually harassing my 4 year old son. My sons mother (we are separated) was absolutely fine with this and could not understand my upset, anger or concern. I was trapped with her taking sides with this friend who was sleazing over my son. I spent the whole dream trying to separate my son from this harassment and take him somewhere safe. There was no explicit contact between my friend and my son but the intent was there. This is all I can recall about this dream but it seemed to go on for a long time I was hugely disturbed upon waking.



The dream That I had last night was probably the scariest I have ever had. It is a bit blurry but I can remember some details clearly. I was again with friends (don’t know which ones) and they were forcing me to watch a scary film which we were a part of. It didn’t feel like watching a film, to me we were in the film and it was real. There was an evil figure like Freddie Kruger’s bigger scarier brother crossed with Satan. I was trying to leave but my friends who were also scared were forcing me to stay and "watch the film". We were all hugging each other trying to escape the Dark figure, not being chased or attacked but his presence terrified me and we just had to sit and watch. I eventually woke up from this hellish place and when I returned to my dreams I was part of a cult who's objectives I cannot remember but again full of darkness. I remember a themed party which seemed familiar in a jail or concentration camp of some sort. Again there was the constant theme of fear and intimidation. I was highly recognised within this cult and was helping them achieve their dark (but unknown) plan. Again When I woke up I had awful thoughts and memories of a bad night sleep.



Sorry if all of this is so vague but I have come into work today and am not feeling myself. Admitadly I do feel a bit better after writing all of these details but still a bit worried as to what it all could relate to. I can obviously see the first dreams relivance to not feeling as secure in my house after the incidence with my neighbours but the rest as all a mistery.

Ay comments or advice would be much appreciated.