MrTash
Making a better life

Well the title says it all,so let's get to it.

Dream Journal Entry #3

A normal dream

I was passing through levels. They all looked like "normal" labyrinths,but they all had a gimmick. For example,polar bears,ones that had water that pushed you back. It was fresh and cold "dream water." There was also a level that was flipped vertically and had water. I had had failed a jump in that level once. However, I was not discouraged at all. To be perfectly honest, I can't remember more than those three gimmicks. Though I am positive I did 11 levels. My mother was with me and always went ahead in the levels,showing me how to complete them. At the end of each level I touched a black box on the wall and I would teleport to the next level.
Now here is an odd thing: At the end of each level I always saw Natalie Portman. She was always in my way at the end and there was no way to go around her. We talked every time we met. She was always restrained by her ankles and wrists. Even though she couldn't move,she always met me at the end of a level. My mother was never there with Natalie. Our first conversation at the first level went a little like this:

(I stop and see her strapped to the floor with her head towards me)

Me: Hehe,hey.

(She stares intensely with her upside down face)

Me: Um...will you do anything if I pass?

Natalie: I'll punch you

Me:He...okay...

I actually don't remember what happened when I passed.
I don't remember what level these two conversations were on:

(I see her with her feet towards me this time)

Me: Hey! (I give a small smile)

Natalie: I will kick you.

Me: Oh come one! Why do you do this?

(Her face looks slightly sad)

N: Because I have to.

(I pass while she kicks me,but it kind of tickles instead of hurts)

(Another level, I see her in the same position as before)

Me: Hello again.

Natalie: I'll strangle you...so be careful.

Me: You don't want to.

N: No.

Me: Is there any way I can free you?

N: No.

(I pass,but this time I resist by holding her hands away from my throat)

And here is the "conversation" at the last level:

(I don't know what happens at the end but I hope it's good. I find her in the same position again)

Me: You're beautiful.

(Silence for a while, so I decide to pass carefully. She does nothing except try her best to look away from me. I look back with my hand near the black box)

Me: I am so sorry, I wish you could come with.

(I feel like crying as I touch the black box)

I was teleported on a horse that Natalie was riding. She wore a nice white dress. We were in some kind of a paradise. The sun was setting. I felt a great joy. And then she said it. I don't know what made me disregard it. And it makes me so mad that I did not agree. It was a golden moment.
She said,"Face it, you are dreaming."

Entry date: 25th of July,2011


Well that was a pretty nice piece of drama. I'm surprised that I would dream about something like that.
I am actually pretty upset that I ignored what she said. But at the same time it encourages me since I was so close.
And I can only get closer from here. I have been pretty damn lazy with the lucid dreaming deal.
I had great self-pity until I realized I need to man up if I want it done.

Dream Journal entry #2

Dream Fragments

•I was in a photo booth where the pictures didn't turn out well.

•I was on a roller coaster.

•A group of my friends in my class were trying to jump a gap which I could see was too big,but they still tried. None of them made it. I went down a long staircase back down.

A nightmare

I was Altaïr Ibn-La'Ahad. I was accused for killing a bearded man who they said was Moses. And I did kill him. For no reason I had punched him bloody until he stopped breathing. I saw a man who looked like Jesus with loads of guards behind him. Jesus looked furious and he ordered the guards to get me. Pure fear coursed through me and I ran for my life.I passed obstacles with ease,but so did the guards. Wall jumping,vaulting,diving etc. Suddenly I felt annoyed of being chased and I felt like I pressed some kind of mental off-switch. Nothing happened. I didn't worry. I told myself that it takes a while.However,even after a while nothing happened. The panic came back to me as I keep running from the guards who are right behind me. I started to feel like I was being held back,and my running gradually slowed down. The next thing I knew I was tackled to the ground. I was held down with an enormous force. I received an almighty blow to the jaw. Then a man with a long dagger (a notched cinquedea) appears. I am lifted upright with my legs hanging a bit. The man with the dagger,well,does his thing.

I dreamed just long enough to feel a millisecond (or more) of pain.

This was written 22nd of June,2011

My Internet Dream Journal.

I have decided to put my dream entries on the world wide web.
Not for any particular reason,but I suppose if I show more interest and take more action I will be more likely to actually lucid dream.

Written Dream #1 (As in the first on the internet for me)
A normal dream
I was on a plane that is going to a play. First I was with a few girls in my class,but for some reason they were not there for the play. Later it was only one girl from my class. We looked around and talked on the plane(it was bigger on the inside,rooms).We laughed and had a good time,then we parted and walked alone for a while. I saw a door labeled "Stoners". I entered. It was an ordinary bedroom with two beds and a drawer. On top of the drawer was a lot of money. I took it. When I left the room it was crowded with Finnish people(they spoke Finnish)I glimpsed the girl I talked with but I continued walking up the plane again,with the crowd. Now there was a lounge room with white couches and plants.

The rest was vague. An observation I made was that the plane had no cockpit. I also remember a completely grey tree as well.

This was written 1st of May,2011


Thank you for reading,if you did!
Now I shall sleep.