Narwhal
No Face

all the ground we're walking on is also dark water. im standing on a sidewalk while i see a girl killer whale speed by with a woman holding on too its back and them being trailed by another orca, the orcas mate that seems like it just snapped or became rabid. it's going after the human on the girl orcas back and the girl orca is trying to protect her, she's dressed like there trainer. people try to step into the street but then the boy orcas attacks them, one guy get's his leg bit off and he screaming about his leg being gone. another guy jumps in to help him out because the orca is circling back but then it grabs the guy trying to help the legless guy out and drags him under. this gave the other orca a headstart. when they all get out of the area i start jumping on things that are taller than ground level like bushes and benches,i make my way up stairs on short building tops and now a bunch of people who have also made it past that violent area are all going into buildings and cafes, it's very luxurious here, the deserts and meals and drinks are made beautifully.Most people here are tabbed out though and quiet so i grab a drink and head out, i see this girl who also is tabbed in and going off alone and we stare at each other with both interest and suspicion. Suddenly im at my grandmas house and my sister presents this huge plastic eggs that transforms that she says you're supposed to sallow. i told my mom and here its impossible, its too big it'd get stuck in my throat, and she seems confused because apparently she's done it and then realized yea how was it possible. afterwards my mom comes to pick us up, i hop into her car and tell her to hurry because the orca might come since it's still night out, i wait eagerly for my sister to hurry up and get in the car before the orca comes back, my mom accuses me of not being there for dinner but i tell her "what are you talking about, we ate and i was sitting in the living room and my sister saw ask her" and then my mom seems confused. My sister finally makes it into the car and she confirms i was at dinner

im in this upstairs flat apartment i've never seen before. I think me and my sister just moved in. There's this guy who i know was a spy, and lied about who he was and faked getting close to me because it was his assignment. I stopped associating with him but i can see through a cloud foggy thought that he's over at some agency looking at us on a computer and some grey haired guy telling him he needs to get into our place and wedge himself back into our life. The boss guy is pissed and scolding but then the guy who i got away from who had black curly hair smugly tells him he knows what to do. He says that he just needs to befriend my sister and that she's gullible. Next thing i know my sister is letting him in our apartment and i become furious and tell her about who he really is and that he needs to get out of our place immediately and i go and throw him down the stairs towards the exit. But then my sister says he needs to get his stuff first and he goes back up and i hear through the door my sister is eating pizza with him and offering him pizza and i realize she lied to keep him there longer and that she fell for his lies. i go and shove the pizza in his face and destroy his stuff then throw it out over the balcony while the guy pretends to be innocent and a victim then i finally force him out and chase him away with a bat, it felt like trying to explain no longer works and the only thing that works is violence and force. (reflecting on what the dream means, these are feelings i have about my grandma and mom having willing ignorance about how horrible of people my niece and half sister are and force subject everyone to them and no matter how much evidence showing how much of monsters they are they will prioritize them above themselves and others mental well-being)

a group of 3 guys are doing challenges and filming it for a stream or show or something outside near library bridge of where i grew up. one guy is skateboarding middle of road, another is chasing on foot after him and another is driving a car over curbs and grass just to be behind them and keep up. it's like the guy on skateboard and the guy in car are the ass kissers to the guy running like they're doing everything they can to follow and keep up with him. Then suddenly they take the long backseat backboard of the car out and say they're going to nap outside now on the sidewalk. my non bodied pov is confused as to why. I guess they're doing some sort of challenge for attention. i wonder how the two guys can live with themselves being groveling ass kissing side characters to the guy who needs attention and reactions carefully curated to everything he says and does. (i think this dream stemmed from my sister telling me about how my niece who clearly has histrionic personality disorder acts this way, and i can't understand why the people who associate with her put up with her abuse)

i was holding my cat (who passed away from ckd the end of last year), i was holding him in my lap, there was people around like other survivors of the end of the world. it was like time was up and we were all just waiting. But i'm sitting with bem on my lap and kissing him and rubbing his ears and he's purring and i know he's going to leave me soon, like he's just visiting to tell me goodbye. i made him a little beanie to put on him, he lets me for a second but i can tell he doesn't prefer it so i take it off and then i consider cutting ear holes into it to make it more comfortable but then i decide not to because i just want to enjoy the little time i have left with him and i look at the beanie and smell it and think that it will be a memory of him i can hold. then i go back to hugging and petting bem, then suddenly times up and he leaves and i cry and mourn. A. tells me that it's going to be okay and that we have one day left before the end of earth. And that we'll spend the last day tomorrow remembering all the memories of bem. So we both take empty flights home. and then spend our day alone until we have to meet the two of us in this lab where a dimension hole exit is that i discover will be where this ancient man will save earth from end war and et's. And i realize i wasted energy on worrying about the end when this was and old preset future that will be fine. Then i teleport to someones side alley of there home, a woman and her 3 daughters are making cupcakes and cake and decorating it for her mothers bday outside on a fold up table, the washer and dryer is against their outside wall. the grandma comes out and says "for me?", the mom doesn't want the surprise spoiled so after a moment of staring she says "no this is for the neighbors son, go inside go inside", and the grandma goes inside. then all 4 women stand there and wait and all look at each other wondering what to do. after a few seconds the mom tells her daughter to go fetch her grandma to come back out side and when the grandma comes out they all yell "surprise!" and the grandma who seems childlike says again "for me?" and smiles. Then suddenly she's at the table eating the cake and just a guy is watching and smiling now as the grandma finished up her cake, all the while the dream i had before about time running out is happening again but at the same time somewhere else and i can feel it, but this is showing what this family is doing while i was experiencing futility and acceptance.

the group and poppy was doing these jumps, and then jumping in a hole while a scanning thing that grows plants goes over every plant in the garden, i seemed to have a hard time figuring it out so i kept going to the water tubs and drinking to speed up my garden. The blood bananas grew and everyone else was getting mad at me for not doing the same thing they were doing even though the way they were doing things was slower and took more effort. They were mad i didn't slow down my own garden to match their speed because they all think their technique is group law even if it isn't as efficient. poppy started to do different things that were also more efficient and i took note and tried what she was doing because it made sense (i don't remember in wake the things)