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    Hello My name is Bryan,

    First thing is first, I have always and I mean always been able to see and recall my dreams since I was a little kid. I was only recently told that its called lucid dreaming. I didn't know it was also called out of body experience and or the astral plane either. This is very new terminology for me and i am currently researching as much as i can about it. I have recently found that there are meanings behind dreams.. I just usually shrugged the countless hundreds of thousand dreams ive had to be a playground for my mind or my second life if you will when im asleep. My eyes are now open to this arena because i want to attain enlightenment. Therefore I believe this is a great starting point because it is something I am very familiar with already but want to learn how to better control and fully understand these aspects to further my development I look forward to learning from you all and sharing my many experiences too.

    A little about me and my personality :

    My Chinese astrology says that I am a Fire Tiger and my western astrology says im a Solar* Scorpio.

    Try looking up my horoscope to get a real idea of my personality. It is literally on spot This person really wrote about it well and Its uncanny on how she has described what a fire tiger Scorpio interacts reacts proceeds and experiences life.
    Its quiet amusing for me to read over and over, I suppose im a bit conceited like that as it feels like a personal guide book to my traits. Hehehe
    Here it is below:
    http://www.diplomats.ca/marcus/ScorpioTiger.pdf

    I really Enjoy Electronic music I have since a very early age and have tried my hand at being a Dj a producer and a pianist / drummer. Mostly now I just enjoy mixing music on my computer for fun and enjoyment.
    I enjoy most genres but my favorites are Psytrance Progressive trance, Club, and Electro house/dance.

    I love to draw I have always had a knack for visual spacial awareness and many have been shocked and awed by my uncanny ability to recreate a space I have seen just once on paper. I like drawing landscapes for peoples yards and creating design plans for rooms in houses.

    I have been studying the body, nutrition, exercise, behaviorism, eastern texts about the energy body and western science that explains the phenomenon for quiet some time. I really enjoy learning about physics and quantum physics and how it relates to geometry. This has lead me to several radical sources such as nassim haramein and several different forms of geometry named sacred geometry.

    I have had my own theory's in life that has been reconfirmed and upgraded by these individuals. I could be considered a jack of trades however I try to find one thing and learn as much as i can about it. Therefore I have taken up subconscious training methods like Zox Pro to help me assimilate information quicker as i hate reading. And Vedic Maths since I dont like frying my brain on long maths Glad 2 teach is a great source for Vedic maths.

    I am currently on a spiritual quest to understand my inner self as Im now bored with externalizes and want to really get to my root in self. I have had a calling a yearning to get my spiritual questions answered all my life witch really gave rise to many many frustrations with churches leading me into a long depression and anger that i renounced religions and thought atheism would be the right answer.

    After all it would be illogical to think of the many contradictions in the bible and many other religions . After Learning about 100 different religions I noticed some remarkable similarities which lead me to several documentaries that confirmed my understandings which ultimately lead me all the way back to snake worshiping in just about every single religion.

    Its funny how the truth comes out when so many have tried to muddy it or banish entirely. This lead me to Sumerian texts and a few books by Sitchen. It really does make a lot of sense but I cant read cuneiform script so i can conclude it to be fact along with many other religions to be the same.

    However my partner Tiffany ( transgender) Also my life type partner (Astrology is Dog) is Buddhist I enjoy the teachings in Buddhism and have found many exercises to be very similar to my own techniques in dealing with my ADD ADHD problem. I have been very aware of my conciseness listening to the voice in my head babble and then allowing myself to turn it off and just look at everything in a dead silence state of mind. I want to post my Tips and Techniques I have been using for a long time to help me deal with my problems as i believe they can be of service to many of you in trying to reach induction calmness of mind to relax or even some different novel ways in becoming aware in your dream and remembering them.

    IMPORTANT last words:

    Im not a new age person either so dont clump me into a group I dislike being grouped into categories I am myself and I learn for my own pleasures. I dont like dogma's either. I try to restrain against discomforts with others as i only want to help serve be loved and love others whom i feel deserve my attention.

    Im not a love everyone type its too draining and inauspicious to conduct ones self in this manor. I also will tell you I dont claim to know anything I only claim to have learned my information understandings and teachings from many many many sources and by my own trials errors and experiences.

    I dont want to be looked at as a know it all I would like is a open ear and a open mind to what I have to say and add. If it is something you dont agree with please dont put me down for it allow my point of view to be just that "a point of view" I will give you the same respect until otherwise.

    Thanks for reading.
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    signing contract dream

    by zolaswolf on 11-23-2012 at 07:04 AM
    My dream centered around a nice day I was content and easy going the whole day much like any normal Saturday. I decided to get into the car with my partner ( tiffany / transgender) and we were driving down a road very close to home I noticed all the normal buildings that exist in reality and it was nice and warm as the sun was giving off a nice heat through the window. I got a phone call from my partners nephew ( 18 yrs) I picked up and he was telling me about him wanting to come over to smoke pot and that he bought a lot of it, he then went to explain that its nice kush and its bright green lots of hairs. I felt perturbed that he would even tell me about this but didnt let him know this I just said thats nice so where are you.. Suddenly we passed him in the car he was on the sidewalk talking on his cell phone.. ( it happened very slow and very fast at the same time Much like when you stair at a telephone pole as it passes it stays in sight for a long time and passes fastly as it reaches your side ) I said Oh your right there we're about to pass he saw and laughed and wanted us to turn around to pick him up.

    Tiff said lets get some ice cream right here at this place. It was less than a minute walk for brandon to come and get to us. I told him meet us in the parking lot and we'll get some ice cream. I waited and he showed up. Tiff asked if i could go in and pay for her. I said sure no prob, Tiff wanted a banana split and me and brandon went inside.. it was more like a theater reception area where you get drinks and popcorn at big open space with stuff on walls, with a ice cream stand in the middle of the place everything was pretty much dark and dim in this place and i didn't really notice any thing within this area except the ice cream stand.

    There was one man (african american) inside this tiny stand ( very slender man very calm had a thin oval shaped face) mostly enough room for 2 people or 3 at most it seemed very tight in the space. The counter was all the way up by my neck i even made a joke about it. I asked for a large banana split. He pulled out those paper cups that you get sundays in and loaded it up, I then asked for cookie dough ice cream. He then got the same cup and used this slushy machine and poured the slush into the cup and set it on the counter i looked at it and then looked at the machine and then at the guy, he was smiling .. being nice i said calmly.. this isnt what i asked for.. I wanted ice cream and this is slushy mix... on the machine it said ice cream soup... I didnt know what to say next when i saw that because i was going to point out the machine in the back ground and it caught me off guard that it said soup... i felt confused and i was starting to loose coherence of my dream. I popped behind the counter all of a sudden and then popped back on the other side... I was starting to loose my ability to stay observant. He asked me would you like to help me out to find your ice cream.. so i said sure I instantly was on the other side of the counter and had a ice cream scoop in my hand I grabbed the cup scooped cookie dough ( my favorite ) three scoops medium to small i didn't want to seem greedy. he thanked me and poof back on the other side. He then handed me a contract. I looked at it and said what is this? I was confused why i needed a contract.

    I tried to read it and it looked like gibberish i suddenly remembered my partner telling me about her moms dream after i saw that my name was misspelled on the piece of paper. I suddenly became frustrated and questioned the guy... " Wait a second... Why Do I need this contract? " i proclaimed. He diddnt answer. I asked again.. What is this for? What are you trying to extort from me, I know im dreaming so what do you want from me? He said its an affidavit.. I was confused ( didnt know what it meant ) I asked an affidavit for what? he didnt answer. I asked again you need to tell me what this is for. He then said, its for us so we can do... .." To Do what? First i shouldn't need a contract to sign when buying ice cream".. I looked over and it was already beginning to slowly melt and brandon looked confused as to what was going on only shrugging. Then the guy ended up by a pole in the building talking to a girl ( she was about 4 ft in height had on something white tiny girl voice) she said he needs to sign this or its not going to work..

    I felt angry that they were conspiring without me. He then asked me to sign it. You need to sign this (said in a somewhat stern voice) I looked at it again to try and read what it said. I couldn't make out anything except. I do here proclaim and assure that this is true, withstanding and agree to the following ( bunch of gibberish for the body of text) i briiiin ket ful ehn ( bryan keith fullen is my name ) acknowledge this to be true and agree Signature __________

    I asked again what does this mean and what is this for. He simply frowned at me and said Sign it please. I folded this piece of paper into quarters and refused. I said no I dont think this is right. Your asking me to sign a contract without telling me why or what it is other than its an affidavit and some girl over there is telling you to make me sign it . Im leaving. I paid for the ice cream and said sorry to Brandon for the experience and said we'll go somewhere else to get you some ice cream. we hurriedly walked out of the place all the wile the guy was just standing there staring at us leaving the place no expression just stared..

    It seemed very bright leaving the theater like reception area much like in real life when you leave the theater its bright and blinding. I squinted and saw tiffany was upset that we were taking a very long time( i was thinking to myself Crap...must had been a long time in there) to get ice cream giving me the leer and the shoulder hand suggestion of what the hell (where you put both hands up by your shoulders palms up) I got in the car with Brandon and i woke up sweating.

    Any interpretations would be nice. I looked up contracts in dream dictionary but it doesn't seem to apply to this. Im wondering if it has any connection to my spiritual training and or to my partners moms dream. very similar connections. Thanks for the help.
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    Nyquil trip

    by zolaswolf on 11-23-2012 at 06:54 AM
    I took NyQuil last night.. this morning because I was supposed to get up early to go to my partners sisters house for thanksgiving today. took it around 2 30 somewhere close to 3 am. Couldn't sleep... been having a bit of insomnia lately.

    My dreams are usually messed up and somewhat fragmented uncontrollable when under some kind of influence.

    The most parts that make sense to me is me laying on a beach talking to a mostly naked girl who is laying on her stomach slightly back turned to me. The girl had a green towel tangled across her in a haphazard way.
    its nearly night time and the sun is glistening across her skin like she was oiled up. She was blond or platinum white blond, didn't really see her face much the entire time. the sun and background was beautiful it was pink purple radiant with some clouds in the horizon. Sun setting with a great aura of gold around the sun. I noticed a boy on the other side several feet away on his back hands behind his head knees up and had on a black tee green ball cap and aviator shades.

    I remember feeling peaceful happy after a long day of messing around doing activities.
    The girls cell phone rings. she picks up ( my mind clairvoyant sees the other individual talking its a boy i cant really make out his features much except that he's in the Mediterranean He's begging her or really pushing him self upon her to let him see her and that he will be there tomorrow if she allows him. She's abit perturbed by this but being nice she finally gives in.
    She says Okay okay..... I guess if your going to show up meet me here (the beach) tomorrow after your flight we can hang out then but dont make a big deal out of it okay!. The boy is happy i can see his huge smile he's giddy and cant wait to see her. She hangs up looks at me and smiles. She asked me everything okay? I mentioned that Im okay with you doing what ever you feel you need to do I'm not in control of you but just know i would like you to respect my feelings too. *implied that i must had a relationship with her* She looked at me with a very pleasant smile and warmth then she asked is something been on your mind lately? I sat and thought about it for a few seconds... I then started thinking about my electric keyboard ( its in kansas in a storage room , its too far back to reach by my family at the moment and its a yamaha djx2 keyboard) i mentioned to her yeah... i wish my piano was here... it popped into my mind as destroyed though.. the keys gone the batteries gone the internals literally gutted no buttons no display just the shell of it.. i was upset. I started to get a bit teary eyed at the idea of my keyboard being ravished and then i realized its okay though i could always make music in my mind anyways and that i didnt really need the external medium to express it. I told her what i saw and expressed my feelings about it. she seemed understanding and tried to console me by saying its okay things happen but you know you have this beautiful sunset to make this better. All of a sudden coherence left me Im tumbled about the dream scape
    Frag 2
    My view is from a camera mans perspective, lots of people around me in near the center of a cross walk *either I'm filming or its a reel of someone filming*. The direction of the camera is facing a comer of a building. You can hear Arabic speaking, i dont understand a single thing anyone is saying. Frames start slowing down and shaking /vibrating. Suddenly I hear a bomb explosion white rocks flying everywhere you can hear the screams, shrill life crying shrieks from several women and the dust raining down with pings against the cars, windows of the other buildings, peoples cloths and on the ground as the debris rains down.

    I assume I must be somewhere in the middle east as a coffee shop just exploded and people start pushing and shoving to get away from the blast zone. Suddenly several more blasts one after another each going up several floors of this small sky rise building possibly 10-15 floors each explosion sending plumes outward rocks bricks glass shrapnel flying, in fact it slowed down soo much at one point i could see the glistening glimmering blinking glass shards coming closer and as the camera view stayed on this position of the explosions.

    I saw a young man dark tone skin, curly beard terror in his face, eyes wide looking over his shoulder and pushing the camera. at this point I could see a broken brick flipping through the air in slow motion *much like you would see in the movies where the outfielder is about to catch a fly ball* arcs ever closer and gets hit in the jaw and glass shards fly past his face into the lens of the camera and bounce off. I can feel the push and pull of the crowd the animosity the blasts the extreme panic in everyone's voices and shrieks. I then heard a voice as soon as the man gets hit in the head with the brick i heard in a soft at first male voice then thundering "This is KARMA" * like in the movie 300 hundred where king Leonidas says this is SPARTA!!!*

    ( Flashes )
    I'm staring at the same guy hours earlier throwing bricks at some starving kids in a ally way all the while him laughing and making threats to them. they kids were crying and doing nothing to help themselves.

    fragment 3
    (Flashes) I'm somewhere different I'm with several people my age in a fun house type circus casino. We're having a lot of fun its time to gamble one of them says.
    So I take 10 dollars cash it for quarters and i sit with my buddy who wants to play slots he dosnt know how it works so i show him once... he keeps playing but awful as he's loosing a lot. i decided to explain it further. "dont do it like this. Place the quarter here pull the leaver and then select this button once." We start winning and a lot at that He ventures off to the next excited that we just one on this machine. tokens are pouring out of this machine so quickly its starting to pour onto the floor and were scrambling to pick them up.
    Then inexplicably he wins at the machine next to us and hits the jackpot we're extremely rich it was in the millions. We cash out all of us want to split it up and have fun for the night the guy gets greedy about it and wants to fly to Vegas to bet it since the "we cant loose" mentality struck him.

    It starts to get weird there is a ring master who says why not stay for a while longer. The buddy wants to purchase the place the ring leader said why not buy these. We're near the back of a set row of benches and there is two tree people dark brown prune like tall creatures sitting there hunched back facing us. He called them tree people. as they turned around i saw no identifiable features but i heard the creaking of their bones and the snapping of their body extremities as they twisted and turned to get up to look at us.
    I cringed and felt disgusted by this. The ringleader saw my discomfort and mentioned dont worry its a bone disease that they have, its nothing to fear. I noticed a fire man benches ahead of us back turned slumped over your could see video arcade games in front of him several feet away blinking. I asked if he was okay the ringleader looked over and said oh he's been dead for some time now I wouldn't worry about him. i woke up.