Okay, so I've been trying to find an explanation for my weird nightmares for years now, but I haven't. I was looking again today and I found this site, so maybe I'll actually get the answer I'm looking for? and I have no idea where I should be putting this post, so...

Anyways, ever since I was little, in between 5-8, whenever I am sick I get these weird dreams that take place in the sky(I think, I don't know) and I am surrounded by clouds. But the clouds, or whatever they are, are round and made out of the same texture of almost like Charmin toilet paper, but REALLY thick. It also reminds me of certain types of heavy blankets/quilts. I can't exactly remember anything else besides from the textures.. I think one of the dreams looked like an told plat-former game and the clouds were chasing me and I was terrified because I didn't want them to touch because it would make me feel terribly sick???
When I wake up from those dreams, I am drenched in sweat, hyperventilating, shaking like crazing, big headache/migraine, mind racing, heart rabidly beating, gagging and vomiting. I don't know how long it lasts, but maybe less then 5 minutes. It takes me a while to go back to sleep, because I am terrified of having those dreams again.
And those always, pretty sure only, happen while I'm sick and asleep. But even when I'm NOT sick, I can't touch toilet paper or certain blankets because I'll start thinking of those dreams and feel like I'm going to vomit.
I told my mom about and she too said had similar dreams. I don't think either of us know if they are the same/related to anxiety or whatever.

Also I'd like to add, since I forgot like an idiot, the round clouds are all different sizes.. so if I'm holding toilet paper or clutching a blanket of the same texture, whatever the size, I'll get anxiety..

That's it. I'll maybe add more if I remember?? But probably not. I just hope other people have the same problem or know what it's called. Just so I know that I'm not crazy..