I dated a guy for about 2 years.. the third year was just off and on..

We did A LOT together. like just about everything. We actually LIVED together for about 4 months until he moved back in with his parents.

I love him still like theres no other. Eventhough we ARE just friends. We still have eachtohers backs and everything as if we are best friends, lol.

I would do anything to be back with him. I know this, He knows this, Our friends know this, Our families know this.

This dream has happened 4 times within the past 3 or 4 days. Different scenarios of where we are at, but SAME scene of people.

(note: I took out all the details to get to the recurring point)

--The Dream--

My ex is going into the Marines so this is a future sort of dream.
I am seeing him again in public for the first time in what seems like a medeokre time frame since he left for bootcamp. 4-5 months.

I go up to give him a hug and im really excited to see him, hoping that maybe we'll "connect" again and have another chance..

but this other woman shows up by his side, and he smiles. There are no more words exchanged, i just start crying, BAWLING, uncontrolably.. and he goes away with her.

Everytime i've had this dream. . . its the SAME woman. Same thing, no words exchaged i just start crying and most of the time, I wake up with a heart ache or crying myself.

Why is he in my dream like this?
I need help with this dream.
I dont want to have it anymore.
but it wont go away.