At the moment, I am not sure if I am pregnant. I've got 2 or 3 more days before I can test.
My boyfriend and I stupidly used the withdrawal method. I don't know if he pulled out this month. Anyway, after this scare (if we get out free) we are going to be put on a good form of BC. We're sixteen, not an age to reproduce.
Anyway, I've been worrying somewhat. We've been through the scares before so I try to stop over worrying since I know they don't help but the dreams I've been having this month are insanely vivid.
Two nights ago, I dreamt I went to the doctor and I was five weeks pregnant. I freaked out in my dream and couldn't believe it. The doctor said he wasn't sure, but it was very probable. And my mom was pregnant too. (IRL, my moms not of age to have children so it makes no sense). In my dream, I was really freaked out. I woke up, and didnt think about it much. Whatever, its just that I am worried.
Last night, I had a dream I was back at the doctor. He told me I didn't loose the baby yet and that I was still probably pregnant. I was still really afraid and I told him that I don't think I could give birth. So he sent me to a camp of some sort where I trained myself to give birth. It wasn't a lamaze class though, I went through this obstacle course that made me feel as though I was swimming in amniotic fluid, then being pushed through the uterus and vagina. When I got out of this, I was in a department store with my ex boyfriends shopping for baby clothes to "make me feel better" about being pregnant but all the baby clothes were absolutely hideous. I cried while trying to pick some out for my new child.
It was pretty freaky. I never dream like this.
Does anyone know what this can possibly mean? And that if weird dreams like this can be linked to being a pregnancy symptom?
Thanks very very much.
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