I usually dream about murder - in most of the scenarios I'm been murdered and quite often when I beg people to help me they just either laugh or act indifferent. In a few scenarios I've murdered people, and with the exception of one or two of the dreams I've had, I feel awful and suicidal after doing so. When I murder someone in my dreams I always grab a kitchen knife and slash at them. The first slice barely slices there skin, but then I jab it in and feel it slide into there skin (light feeling though, it's probably not very realistic. It's like sliding into something a little firmer then a jelly)

Any idea what this theme means? It's getting a little creepy.