Inner struggle = If the purpose of life is entirely subjective and illogical, as I see it, wouldn't it have an equally illogical creator, I.E. a higher power? Not GOD, but a higher power...

I mean, there is absolutely no damn reason for us to exist and breed and feast! No practical reason anyways...

On the other hand, a higher power is just stupid and has no purpose also---just like life! If you want to go deeper, nothing has any purpose whatsoever in the long run...

Existence is the cruelest joke...