Originally Posted by Neruo
Well... interesting stuff... however, I just can't help but think: Don't all those similar experiences flow from you expecting them to happen? Like self-furfulling-prophecy? Don't forget there are also millions of people certain of astrology, auras, their sometimes occurring ability to see into the future, talking to god multiple times, talking to Allah multipe times, ect. People are expecting to see god, the real god talking to them, in their dreams, because they are certain of it.
Do you get why I kind of really doubt your claims?
Also, I actually completely read your last post. Structuring is for Nazi's, and old Greek saying goes.
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of course i get why you are doubtful. you should be...however, i would go so far as to say that the Void can only be experienced when doubt is fully present. which is really the same as saying that doubt must be fully absent, because if one doubts EVERYTHING, they must also doubt the worth of doubt itself.
now, i realize that sounds dangerously like a christian saying you just need to have faith in jesus to be saved, or someone saying you can't see auras because you just aren't "open" to them, but in my mind there is a profound difference.
the examples above are all cases of one directing doubt (which is inseparable from expectation in the end, just as "up" is inseparable from "down") to all possible scenarios except one. for example:
jesus was born of a virgin , healed the sick, was crucified, and rose from the dead to ascend into heaven and sit at the right hand of the father.
now, we both can only laugh at such a claim,and yet, what is our alternative claim? where do we direct our doubt/expectation, and in what proportions?
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the human biological brain is a product of time and evolution.
it contains the R-system (pure reaction, almost chemical in nature), the limbic system (emotion, and the beginnings of language and extrasomatic communication), and the neo-cortex (human language and the ability for extended foresight).
but these systems are only useful in navigating the purely sensory universe. our brains expect historical causes to have similar effects in the future.
this is the true basis for all expectation. our human capacity for incredibly subtle expectation is what has allowed our race to survive.
but it is not neccessary for BE-ING or NON-BE-ING.
it seems reasonable to believe that expectation or doubt did not exist before Life existed.
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the way i view belief systems is like this.
if someone benefits personally by holding a particular belief, or expectation, it should not be trusted. like the example a christian who believes they will (as an eternal "soul") experience eternal heaven as a result of somehow thinking that christianity is true.
the Void experience is neither pleasant nor unpleasant. it simply Is. and not only that, but it cannot aid one in their temporary life as biological organism navigating an ever-changing world. causality is no more real in terms of the Void than chaos.
which means space-time is no more real in terms of the Void than "the opposite" of space-time.
the Void has no opposite. it holds all possibility (and thus all doubt and expectation). it holds "you" and everything that is "not you".
we can only ignore the Void (and our be-ing AS Void) so long as we indentify with limited, imperfect expectations or doubts. imperfect knowledge.
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we can only ignore the Void so long as we ignore Death.
if there is one thing all humans seem to agree on, it is Death. and yet, no individual can die and then come back to describe it. they can only experience it.
and what is death? the nullification of our biological brains and our awareness of "inhabiting" a specific position (perspective) within space and time.
it is the moment when we are no longer capable of HOLDING specific beliefs, because we cannot doubt or expect without a functional brain. again, doubt/expectation is nothing more than a biological phenomenon useful for existing as homo sapiens.
DEATH IS THE ULTIMATE REALITY CHECK.
but it is ultimate precisely because one is not longer using eyes, or ears, or tongue, or a sense of bodily position as reference points in their exploration.
all i am trying to say (like many before me) is that it is possible to bypass the physical brain-to ignore its ignorance-and thus experience complete ego-death without dying.
sense of self is no longer present, and yet a moment is still present...a moment of all possibility.
a moment which needs neither time, nor space, nor the biological brain by which you navigate time and space.
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well, i think that's all for this thread for me.
you doubt that you are already dead in favour of believing that you are alive.
but what is life?
define its meaning...
you cannot. there is no meaning aside from our brains.
meaning: the message that is intended or expressed or signified; "what is the meaning of this sentence"; "the significance of a red traffic light"; "the signification of Chinese characters"; "the import of his announcement was ambiguous"
the idea that is intended; "What is the meaning of this proverb?"
meaning(a): rich in significance or implication; "a meaning look"; "pregnant with meaning"
wordnet.princeton.edu/perl/webwn
truth has nothing to do with "right" and "wrong". those are simply words which mean "beneficial expectation" and "unbeneficial expectation".
but the truth benefits no body. least of all you or i.
only illusion benefits you or i.
we are only an illusion.
the Void is all that is real.
we are alive only because we assume that we are alive.
the best western science can come up with is "i think, therefore i am".
we assume a "self" (whatever that is), cause and effect ("therefore"), and being (i am).
but we only do so in order to seek as much pleasure as possible for our "selves".
science is really just a way to assume life as a condition, and then dissect it into component parts which we can play with.
science and technology have the same aim: personal pleasure.
but is anyone ever "really and truly" happy and pleased?
only because they want to be.
only because as long as they are PRE-OCCUPIED with the idea of "life, liberty, and the pursuit of happiness" they cannot possibilty doubt the existence of self. only expect that they will get what they are looking for. what they are after.
they cannot possibly real-ize that they have never existed, and never will exist. only pretend they are somewhere in between.
*laughs*
so again, if you are even still reading, i encourage you to attempt a complete reality check. doubt everything, while still expecting something to remain.
and when you no longer believe or remember that "you" exist, the Void shall remain.
it shall not benefit you whatsoever.
likely you shall "return" only to be constantly frustrated at your ability to convey this truth to others.
but it cannot be conveyed, by language or any other means.
it cannot be described, because it has no purpose, or meaning.
it is beyond desire or aversion, expectation and doubt.
it leans towards neither life, nor death.
simply accepts truth.
the truth that there is neither eternal life, or eternal death.
only the Void, of which we are an incomplete part.
it is only when one expects to "one day" learn enough to understand the Void that they trick themselves into THINKING that they are separate.
and yet, we as humans are creatures of learning. or expectation and doubt. meaning is our food.
and we only eat because we fear death.
and we only fear what we do not know.
and we do not know only what we are ignorant of...what we ignore.
and what does every living being ignore more than anything else?
death.
the fact that all their aims and pursuits and desires are empty and meaningless in relation to the whole. only ful-filling and meaningful in relation to their illusory "self".
not realizing that there is no such thing as a real self, as a soul.
because "i" am equally a product of death AND life, simultaneously.
we separate ourselves from other animals because of our capacity for language. for definition. for foresight and the ability to predict the future.
and also because we are aware that we will one day die.
or so we say.
but i know that you have never fully real-ized this fact, just as i do not fully realize it right now either. if i did, i would not be sitting here typing to you, trying to transmitt that which you already are towards you.
meh...the truth needs no defence. it cannot possibly come under attack. that would be like a sword knowing that it is the only such item in existence, and yet fearing that it will cut itself.
there is only one Self- Buddhahood, or the Void- which is beyond the poles of life or death. which knows it has no need for a body, and thus doesn't assume one.
but there are countless selves in existence pretending to be Self incarnate. pretending they are alive now, and will someday die. ignoring the fact that True Self is beyond opposites, beyond causality, beyond perspective, beyond language, and certainly beyond their laughable projection of self.
that is all reincarnation is to me. every time Self forgets itself in order to make believe. to identify with specific possibilities more than others.
of course, maybe the Void is simply the equilibrium of the electrical signals in the brain which cause doubt and expectation. maybe i've simply fluked out and experienced this balance a handful of times.
but then, what actually are "doubt" and "expectation"?
we can never know one without the other.
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