After switching so many different religions and beliefs, I gradually grew impartial in my dicussion and judged other beliefs less. Because I saw how I was kind of a part of everything. Unfortunately, I have some leftover emotions like rage, grief, and sadness from feeling spiritually abused and such. I'm working on this.
I agree with potential fallacy of the primary Christian beliefs about Jesus, and am quite offended when I am told I cannot have a true conscience without their God. I'm backing you up, Universal Mind!!
Just expressing my opinion, but Christians sort of have a double demand, a lot of which is misleading. And not always in harmony. Getting forgiveness for any sin in any case by Jesus makes way for people to feel provoked to do more bad things, but at the same time, Christians are charged to be moral people to get God's approval and to escape condemnation. Which one is it?? Both?? I prefer to see the Bible in a figurative way.
And I kinda resist the thought of requiring forgiveness from an outside source to feel forgiven. I mean, it's nice to have forgiveness from somebody else, but if someone outside of you forgave you, how would you really know? Even if they told you, could you really know if they forgave you? The Christian who fails to question this will find security in his faith, but I took rather dangerous leaps in questioning what used to make me feel good, haha. If you asked God for forgiveness and felt better, wouldn't God have to pretty much actually be you in order for you to feel connected to forgiveness, therefore not be outside of you, therefore making you God in a sense? This coincides with the concept of true self-forgiveness. Also, forgiveness is only granted if one believes in someone else's wrongdoing and holds a grudge. Does a loving God do that to his children? True love is not banded by damn laws or compulsive justice. Or maybe law isn't the right word. Law is simply God's desires which are reflected through us. I thought this was all contradictory to itself, but it's probably just my thinking.
I know Christians say God is a just God, I hear them. But why would God create laws that could be broken? Wrongdoings and evil and crime is a result of creating laws, I'm sure God knew that. No laws, no crime. What I trust more is virtues like love and empathy.
Lastly, we don't truly know if we have a sinful nature or not. We only do things that other people call us sinners for. Maybe we feel sinful, doesn't mean we are. Conversly, maybe we can feel holy, but don't necessarily mean we are. It's all relative. But I'm up for good feelings nonetheless!!
If I sounded wrong, shoot me down if you like. I gave it all I got.
The problem with affirming one single group of sacred texts is that it probably reinforces one's tendency to be stubborn to change.
I used to hate religion so much. But now, I believe it can help, but it can also become the most atrocious curse for a person.
Nothing should be taken on hearsay, but taken for checking.
|
|
Bookmarks