Hello,
I want to share a few experiences wich I had while taking magick mushroom, and although a long time ago, I just remembered them all, here we go:
I rented a house on the Pleinweg 157d in Rotterdam from 1996 on until October 1998 when I gave it away to a female friend of mine and went to India, anyway, after I got this blessing while chanting Hare Krishna on May 4th or May 5th 1997, I was so overwhelmed by spiritual life that I began to use magick mushrooms a few times, this is the first experience I had:
1 - In the same house in the same time period, so summer 1997, I took some magick mushrooms and when it began to work I walked down the stairs from my bedroom towards the living room and at the end of the hall there was a big mirror which I bought somewhat earlier and as I was walking towards that mirror I got curious and I wanted to see my reflection in the mirror, and then I saw myself, my face, but in my face I saw the image of a very old wise man, he looked at me in the most loving way, but I was cursing at him one way or another, I said in my mind: ĻVuile kanker flikkerĻ which is Dutch for: ĻYou cancerous fagotĻ I was shocked by my own words, I didnīt want to say that (in my mind) and I walked further, away from the mirror, could that old man be me at old age?
2 - The second time I used this I sat on my bed and had the idea to chant Hare Krishna while I was tripping, so I did.......and after a while when I opened up my eyes and was looking at the black fitted sheet at the end of my bed something weird happened, it suddenly looked very deep and big like an abyss and the atmosphere became very frightening, it felt like I was summoning a demon, the devil, with this chanting and these magick mushrooms, so I stopped and went downstairs to the living room to watch CNN all night, just to get this weird feeling out of my head. I guess this could have been a bad trip.
3 - Then, after I came back from India in Januari 1999, I didnīt have a house anymore, but I could live at my brotherīs place again, my room wasnīt occupied there (I lived in that house, Pleinweg 165 a, with my brother from 1994 til 1996,), and in the spring of 1999, I took some mushrooms again, and then, after a while, I saw a pigeon flying and landing on my balcony, I looked at it and the pigeon looked back at me, we stayed in eye contact and I decided to look very angry just to see what the pigeon would do, well, it startled and walked away, i startled also and began to get a normal look in my eyes again and the pigeon walked on the balcony again and we kept on looking at each other, like there was some telepatic contact, only without words, we understood each other and after a while the pigeon flew away.
4 - The same trip, I sat down on a cushion and stood up and walked to the window, I began to look inside in of the appartments on the opposite of the street, some 50-60 feet away, maybe some more, and when I looked inside that appartment I saw a ashtray on the table in that appartment! I could determine the color, although I forgot it now, it was weird that I could detect something that small so far away.
5 - Still the same trip, I walked to the balcony door and saw a black guy with his girlfriend walking on the other side of the street, they were walking hand in hand, and I began to stare at hime and suddenly, like he felt something, he looked up and looked me right in the eye, I startled and walked away from the door (the door was not made of wood, but was made of glass), and how could he notice me? The distance was for sure 50 - 60 feet, maybe more, it left me puzzled.
6 - And the last experience coming from that trip, I was standing in front of my balcony and was watching a girl who crossed the street in the distance, she was for sure 100 - 120 feet away and I didnīt only see her walking, but I sensed her astral body too, it was a bit different than her physical body and I had the feeling that I came to know her personality a bit because of that, She felt a bit shy and insecure, again this left me puzzled.
7 - This experience was in the spring of 2010, I had collected a few Fly Agaric mushroom in Weris and I went to my studio in Petit Han to dry them with a electric heater, when they were dry I jumped on my scooter and drove back to the site of the Dolmen and walked to the Pit of Visions where i began to eat them. I knew that some restlessness could occur and I promised myself to see it through. After one or two hours I began to feel very restless and it was so strong that I couldnīt take it and I had to move around, I walked down the hill and I got my scooter and drove away, I thought that I would go to my studio and that I would wait for the effects of the mushrooms there, but although i began to feel some psychedelic things, I suddenly got the feeling that I had to puke and I puked the two mushrooms out of my stomach. I felt confused, i didnīt understand why this had happened to me.
Well, here in the Netherlands magick mushrooms are forbidden by the government after a deadly accident in Amsterdam with a tourist girl who jumped in a canal and drowned, she had taken mushrooms and died in the water. This must have been 15 years ago. So now i cannot take them anymore which is a pity.
Cheers!
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