Hello Edcase,
I suffer from chronic genetical depression and I have been training Lucid dreaming for about 5 years now. Unfortunately, lack of motivation is a big issue for me as well and as such I was only able to have 2-3 unintentional Lucid dreams (in other words Lucid dreams not caused by RC or anything, just lucid from the start for some reason :/ )
So I still don't know how to induce lucid dreams, in those 5 years I have been trying a lot, trust me. The motivation thing is really weird for me. Most of the time I am unable to motivate myself for anything, no matter what. In the case of LD-ing I had some minor bursts of motivation here and there, but nothing great... even though Lucid dreaming is the number one thing I want to learn. I am stunned by the fact that you managed to achieve 10 LD's although you suffer from depression as well, trust me thats a lot compared to me.
I always tried to motivate myself for LD-ing, telling myself that once I learn it, I can do what I want in the dreams and that perhaps I'll also find a way to finally deal with my depression, as no psychiatrist or therapist was able to help me.
That self-motivation never worked for me, because my depression crushes motivation like a stone, not giving me any control about it. It seems so hopeless
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