Thread: No! Im so annoyed!!!

I'd been too scared to successfully go through with a WILD. Ive got close twice before.

So i was trying the finger tapping technique all morning, because i was having a lie in, and i was in a sleepy state and in and out of conciousness, the whole morning, pretty much a good state for dreaming for me.

So the finger thing wasnt working, probably because i was too tired, or not tired enough at times.

I was just lying there, feeling sleepy, then i rolled over on my back. I then remeberd hearing something from the forums, about focusing on your exhales, with each exhale making you feel heavier.

And then bam! I mean, litterally 5 seconds later (im guessing i wasnt as awake as i thought) i felt like i was sinking, and i just knew that i was wilding.

I had dreaded this for ages, but it was nothing like i expected. I was sinking so fast it was actually so much fun. Then i started feeling like i was shaking, i could hear very loud white noise, or wind in my ears. I was also paralysed from what i could tell. So i was shaking and hearing this noise, sort of in waves, like on a roller coaster.

......wwwooooahhhhhhh..........wwooooAHHHHHHH..... .woooooaaaaHhhhh...

I was really enjoying it. But the problem with windling is, that for a good amount of time through the process, i am still very concious of other things going on in the world around them. And that is what ruined it for me. I heard my mum coming up the stairs, and my WILD started to fade. I hadn't even got to enter my dream. I felt power to my body coming bad, very slowly. Then my mum laughed very loudly at somthing my dad said, and it was like someone had flicked a switch. I realised just how far down the WILD road i was, because it felt like someone at yanked me from the wild state, all the way back to fully mobile, boring, reality.

Man...Im not happy >_<

But at least im not scared to try again.