I seem to be having a problem, so far due to laziness coupled by stubbornness I never really attempted WBTB or attempted it poorly (i.e waking up 3 hours or 8 hours after sleep). So far I've been attempting WILD without any WBTB which is dumb I know especially as a beginner.
Needless to say I would obviously fail, but I've learnt a lot about the experience considering WILD without WBTB is very prolonged so it gave me a lot of time to realize what mind set to be in and to narrow down my mantra.
Now I hit SP very very quick without WBTB and can stay in it for 2 minutes, sadly nothing comes of it likely because I'm not ready to enter REM which is understandable without any prior sleep.
That being said I would assume that with WBTB and being able to enter SP in a hitch that with WBTB, WILD would be a cakewalk. So far I've attempted it 4 times (not counting the 10 other times I performed it poorly) 5/5 1/2 hours into sleep, I nailed down that a 20-60 minute wake-up timeqon't work for me, I become alert far too easily, I limited myself with a 5 minute wake-up time for all 4 attempts. So I go through WBTB then perform my exact process I used without WBTB, but in this case I never even hit SP, and the weird thing is I can even sense that I'm not going to hit it, previously without WBTB I would feel myself sinking deeper and deeper but I can almost feel that literally nothing is happening I'm just not advancing at all. Its hard to explain, because on to of this once I've awoken even for say 5 minutes I have to strong urge to just get up even if I'm still very tired. In most cases I just roll over and go back to sleep.
I've considered having no wake-up time, or even trying DEILD but that has been extremely hard for me (mental conditioning works very poorly on me), and on top of that being so close to WILD without WBTB is so irritating I almost don't want to try any other method because I feel so close, its like I'm missing one piece of the puzzle to get me through this. The issue with no-wake up time is I just feel groggy and horrible, I need to brush my teeth and put some water on my face otherwise I just won't feel comfortable (that is after being aware of being awake).
So can you guys help me out .
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