Thread: Urgh, this is so confusing

Hi.

This is my first post on the forums, however I registered like a month ago >< " .

Well I have been reading a lot about lucid dreams and been watching many videos about it, most of the stuff I read was from DV Forum. I am still confused because so many things contrast the other things and it just got out of hand that I have no idea what to basically do in order to LD. I have very very hard time when attempting to remember my dreams, it seems like I remember them like once of two months, even just 1 minute of it. I'm not really sure where to start now in order to LD.

I have been trying WILDs most of the time. First time I ever tried it back at August, I heard whispers after 10-15 minutes I just layed still and I aborted because I was too scared. Now however, whenever I try to do it again, even after hour - hour n' half I'm laying down, hearing nothing. I count by my breathing, attempting to relax. I reached to ~400 once and just went to sleep. In most of my WILDs I see just white lights about after 15-20 minutes of not moving, for about 1-2 minutes and then nothing.

Another problem I posses is that I just can't keep my eyes relaxed. When I do, my eyes open o_O .. its like opening on its own and I can't even help it, because if I'll do so, I'll basically move a muscle or w/e that will reset the whole process of WILD or whatever. I've seen many tutorials saying different things and I just don't know what to god damn it. I want to lucid dream very badly that I'm frustrated already.

And by the way, sorry for my poor grammer; English isn't my native language where I come from ><" .