ok so first off, i just need to clarify, what im trying to do here is trick my body into thinking im asleep right?
Anyway, i was doing the whole thing where you lay there and i was doing the:
(Breath in 1 - Breath out im dreaming) i got up to around 370 i think it was when i think i fell asleep, im not sure i dont remember (My recall sucks.)
Here is what happened up to there, about 150 in i started to have this urge to swallow, however i didnt know if i should so i went for it and didnt know if it ment that my brain realised that i was still awake, then a little later since my mouth was open for some reason it was very dry. Basically what im saying is that is this ok, to keep your mouth moist etc or do you just have to endure it?
Also when doing this and getting to around 300, i kept finding it hard to concentrate and keep myself awake and had to really concentrate hard on counting to keep awake, is this normal?
Also this morning after actually waking up, i wrapped my black tracksuit bottoms around my head not coving my nose because i dont like not being able to not breath properly lay down comfortably and started this again. This time when i got so far in i started to see different scenes and scenarios, however they kept changing then on one i was sliding down a pole, i was basically saying what was happening to me so that i was still keeping concious and not falling asleep. then my mother walked in the room, and from there the door was open and all i could hear was noice from downstairs and couldnt concentrate, so i just gave up, was i close?
by the way this whole time i dont think i came across any form of SP.
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