Okay, this is going to be one of those "how close was I?" posts.

I seemed to go into new territory today and I want to know if I'm getting closer, or just hallucinating that I am (if that makes sense?)

I got to a very relaxed state and reached the stage I've been reaching for a few days now - my body started to feel as though there was internal pressure - in some areas it was greater than others (especially the head which feels like you could pop it with a pin and blood would explode everywhere).

So far, I'd concentrated on the sound of my fan but I seemed to be stuck. I felt sort of numb, but knew I probably wasn't in SP. So I did something I thought I'd read about somewhere - I decided to give SP a nudge. I imagined wiggling my left hand about.

Suddenly the 'wiggliness' shot across my whole body and it was like my body exploded into this wiggliness, with my whole body covered in lots of independent wiggling areas. Also, there was suddenly a very bright light, like someone was shining a torch about two inches away from my face (I had a blindfold on).

I stopped there - I was kinda suffering from concentration fatigue.

How close? Did I do it right? Did I make any error?