 Originally Posted by KevSailorMan
I find it interesting that a thread about SP is not accompanied by stories of horror, Old Hag references, or anything of that nature. Have you all simply not undergone such experiences? Or is negative SP sort of old news for this website? I myself have devoted hundreds of hours of research into negative SP and have regrettably attained little credible knowledge.
Ive experienced the old hag feeling many times and I know exactly how scary it is. Ive woken up convinced that there was an person standing right next to me ready to take my soul or do something horrible to me. But to get to that point, I have to first become paralyzed. I find that I am only able to wake up paralyzed.
Consciously slipping into sleep paralysis is my problem. I am only able to consciously get to the point where I can still resist the feeling of my body or soul being dragged underneath my bed. Its the feeling of your head being sucked into your pillow with the loud ringing/train rushing noise. The kind of sound one would hear during an intense flashback like in the movies. My natural reaction was to resist it but Ive learned to just let it happen.
Still, knowing that nothing is going to happen and trying my best to just let whatever happen happen, I find myself breaking free from that feeling even though I dont want to. Thats the problem. My body/mind naturally rejects it, while Im consciously trying to keep it from doing so by relaxing.
I assume if I am able to allow my body to get sucked into my bed, I will enter sleep paralysis.
|
|
Bookmarks