Nebulus

D1 - Had a dream about being a secret agent in a futuristic tower block where everything seemed to be metal. I was in a cramped tiny room with other agents getting ready to meet some other people, thankfully the doors were slidey electronic ones.
In the dream I kept getting distracted from the plot due to the view out of the windows.
I kept looking out and up at the skyline and being disconcerted by the size of a building on the skyline, the other dcs who I pointed it out to were not interested, though they looked when I kept pointing. By the end of the dream the building had grown to take up the whole skyline with a massive dome and strange diamond shape walls. We never did get to do much agent stuff, just got suited up.

D2 - Going for a job another candidate gets the job as they are able to change lots of things using their powers. They can memorise anything and become super confident. They have a pale blue light around them and give me the ability to teleport too.
I bounce around teleporting still in agent mode using x-ray vision to check no one is about. I get to an area where there are loads of hospital style curtains (twin peaks) also a pale blue glow is there.

D3 - Looking after school kids, trying to get them ready for football then as a treat to go swimming. we have to go out on road and almost get hit by a truck as it swings past but I pull them out of way. so we go through building to meet other class

Usual dream where something is repeated over and over. Losing money as I have spent money on chocolate chips (which are an investment commodity in my dream Oo)
but the percentage of chocolate is really low so i'm being ripped off. I then decide to buy large bronze coins that were a better deal. I have them kept a small cardboard box (reminding me of when I was little I kept "precious" things I a small box).
My brother is being mean to me and is enjoying antagonising me. I tell him to stop it or it is over and I don't want to see him again.

At an assembly I am standing with others watching and say something that really pisses off someone nearby, I can see they want to punch me. I notice Andrea and someone else laying on a bench watching and make my way over to them. When I get there I find they have changed into small children. Everyone is now leaving the hall and i'm feeling really uncomfortable so I float up and out of the door. Mr B looks up at me as I float up the stairwell outside.

[notes i'm not sure what this conflict is about]

D1 - In a school building, planning a lesson, I am suited and there is a headteacher observing me and we have some discussion.

D2 - I am trudging through snow. I feel the wetness and cold, and see the lumpy footprints i am leaving behind as I make my way uphill.


Notes :
My dream usually have about five common people in them. So I decided I would use them, obviously as dream signs. But when I set that as my intention last night, it meant they did not appear in any dreams whatsoever.
This happens regularly, I choose a dream sign, so my subconscious filters it out of my dreams. How I can use this to my advantage?

D1 - First dream was 3rd person looking on as I was attacked by someone with a big rectangular weapon with a serrated edge. But they could not harm me as I had no body. yeah makes sense, right lol.
Anyway for some reason I was trying to create a body with help from someone else. I fed it and for some reason sewing of a white shirt seemed necessary. Once one self was complete we went onto making another.

D2 - I was at school but it was kind of a prison. I needed to time everything to plan my escape, figuring out the daily routine. Having left the building I found a food truck that was parked in a corn field. I spent some time collecting provisions (that had to be veggie) and water. By this time the sun was setting. Just then I realised there was actually no where to run to, as everywhere was in the physical plane.

Woke up throwing water over myself, and started pondering about water and air and why are they invisible, obviously our perception makes them so.

I had a dream where the kids wouldn't behave and mutinied. Far to real! What does this all mean

D1 - At school the children are being children (the audacity ^^). They are fed up and not doing as they are told. This dream is very realistic, usually I have random dcs mostly but this is the actual cast from my waking life.

WBTB
D2 -I renter the dream and see a small girl with blonde hair and a white dress. She is being collected by her father but is upset. I kneel down to tell her it will be ok. She is worried she will not be able to learn her spells.
I hold her hand and send spell power into her.

D3 - I see a woman walking along a dirt road, it is dark. She is my pupil and apparently I am now Hagrid.
I am unsure how to train her and don't really feel qualified.
I take her to the end of the pathway which has a white rectangular arch which leads into a train station entrance.
I wonder if I can get to Hogwarts from any train station. I use my powers to make a platform number appear for platform 2/3. My pupil is then able to take the hogwart's express, yay!

D4 - I worry about whether my house is locked up etc as I left in a hurry and send a hogwarts owl back to check. Unfortunately i'm still unsure and so make the journey home. At a train station (looks like kings cross) I get a message from my brother, it contains a ten pound note, a purple 50 and a white 10.
Also there are some printed tickets stubs for something.

D5 - I'm laying in bed with a woman who has her bare back to me, her long blonde hair tailing. I can see the shadows on her back lite from a small light in the room. We make out.

In a large dojo style tent with white canvas. There is quite a lot of space about the size of a restaurant
The kids are getting out of hand, although they seem very young and I am training them with some exercise video. I realise the video is on fast speed at the exercises are a little to hard ^^
Someone suggests they do some reading, but I will have nothing of it, lol

Went to sleep and dreamt of being in a bunk bed like when I was a kid. It was incredibly vivid.
It felt very oppressive in the pitch dark, closed in by darkness and silence in the room.
(When I was a kid and lived in the countryside it was silent and pitch dark at night).
I could then see myself 3rd person view from above, looking stark white in the dark of the room, huddled up.
In my head I was thinking "come on bring it on, do you worst!" whatever you are. And tensed for something to strike me. Nothing happened.
It was all so vivid and intense that when I woke, my mind was awake but i was still half a sleep.

So when I went straight back to sleep I was lucid.

I was inside a broken down school, there was a dark corridor with a pipe broken spraying water everywhere and broken masonery. Two boys in green school uniform were heading towards me, hands in pockets.
I thought to myself last time I was lucid I couldn't control much, so I took direct action.
Grabbing the first boy that came towards me by the face, I said take me to see the person I want to see, now!
He didn't have much say in the matter,looking at me wide eyed, he complied. We moved on and through some double doors met a giant man about 8 to 9 feet tall, wearing a blue medical gown. We were now in a hospital. He was blind and I could see wounds where his eyes had been. He was very strong, I could feel power pouring from him and without speaking I went with him (there was no need to speak).
We went along a corridor which which led into the front reception area of a large hospital.
There a large number of patients were sat in wheelchairs, in front of a row of glass doors to the exit.
The sun was shinning brightly into the entrance foyer.
The person I wanted to see was there in the closest wheelchair, her hair was fine and blonde hanging straight, she wore a silky white robe.
She got up from the wheelchair and took my hand. The giant took my other hand and we left the hospital and went out into the sun.
The site before me I will never forget. The sky , a beautiful greek blue, and the sun dazzling.
Above was the most amazing site, towering dizzily high above me was an immense floating castle.
The highest towers were in the shape of gigantic eagles. All parts of the tower were so black that it was almost hypnotic to look at them. I don't know if they were black because of the shadow from the bright sun or something else.
We flew together up, higher and higher with a feeling of great power, security and happiness washing over me. The giant was in the lead pulling me higher, then me, then she.
We went higher and higher, this bit went on for a long time, hard to describe but it was wonderful

Had two false awakenings where I tried to write dream up in journal, but was only dreaming it lol

On holiday, a man has been trying to do something that makes me feel trapped. He has a longcoat even though it is summer time. Is he a detective? idk some kind of official maybe.
So sitting at a table with him in a large cafeteria with glass doors opening onto a grassed area, bathed in sun.
I pull out a large knife as big as a machete, and plunge it into his neck. Strange orangey blood starts to pool as I push it further in. Fairly sure he is dead., I exit. Escaping from the resort my main feeling is sadness that I did not get a chance to spend time there, on the beach or anything LOL It is now early evening an the sun is setting.

In a classroom, large teenagers are sitting in with my class, the older kids are getting the younger ones to misbehave. They are chewing gum and making noises in class. I'm really annoyed with them.
Finally I look down at the work we are supposed to be doing, it is in latin! and I cannot even understand it.
I tell them to make sure to do their sentences properly with capital letters and full stops.

My brother is staying in a house, with white walls, low ceiling and a large collection of vinyl records stacked to one side. My brother and sisters are telling me I may inherit my parents house. And i am filled with relief at the possibility of having a home. there is a music concert going on.

At a conference, I am organising there are loads of groups gathered. At one table their are people with an old style mini-computer which I try to connect with a usb connected to a big silicon chip. A red gauge keeps showing to say out of juice. At another area kids are riding on pretend animals, I help put the animal covers back on. Next there is a table with kids from my school one is eating dorrttose and cream (spooky as today I was offered something like this Oo),

I was in a classroom with lots of teenagers they were walking about and had music on. I had my eyes everywhere checking they were not up to anything. Some were at desks. One had money that I was collecting. I was too worried , out of proportion to what was going on. I was stressed for no reason.

Dream seems to be telling me to calm down

There is to be a performance at school. I have all the videos required ready but find they are dubbed incorrectly. It will take to much time I say to do mine and defer to another class and let them take what glory there is. The head is surprised.
Leaving the social occasion, I am given a sliced loaf of bread the size of a large sports bag, to carry back. I'm told to look after it. Disgruntled I try and drop it off at an office along a long glassed corridor but take a wrong turning ending up going through a shopping precinct.
At a bus terminus I am getting pissed off carrying the bag in the hot sun. I can't be bothered to run for a bus that turns up and watch as it pulls out onto the road. I trudge on and get to a place off the road where there its lots of rubble and some kids. I am angry and decide to do the opposite of what I should. I use my powers to drop kick the bag into oblivion, it sails off into the blue sky.

D1 - Beautiful large black and brown bordered tarot cards are being used to play a game, I am at a loss as how to play. I am told by a self assured blond man who is the dealer that I should use the cards that match based on electricity. The cards have electricity flashing across them.
I meet a guy outside this tavern and talk about something.

D2 - [Repeating work dream] At a workplace I am talking to my boss and explaining that an invoice has been accepted as the company is a professional business and not a small personally run operation. We are standing next to a giant printer (used to have one like this at work, the width of a large desk, with a glass top). A printout comes through and it become apparent that I have missed a deadline for some paperwork (24th Sept). My boss is unimpressed and I go off to see what paperwork is missed. I find I only have a few things in my tray not processed.

D3 - Walking down a street I am blocked by a load of people. I step up to each person and place my hand on their forehead, one by one and use my powers to turn them into my minions. They turn around and head in the direction I want them. They are all wearing suits and look old.

D4 - Walking through a darkened bookshop shop, looks like Waterstones. I am looking at small glass boxes like old fashioned carriage clocks with white lines of lightning running across them.
On trying to leave I find the exit is blocked by a large grey boulder and have to squeeze back through and past a queue of people at the checkout.
I see some people through the large glass plate window of the shop. I see they are doing something I do not think is right, so I use my powers to step through the glass. On the other side I see one young woman has blond hair and one has black hair. They have the audacity to ignore my remonstrations and I try to use the same mind control on them by placing my hand on their foreheads but it does not work (LOL).

D5 - Outside a house there are little fluffy yellow chicks in a grassy backyard in the countryside. I use my powers to round them up and bring them indoors, unfortunately there are a load of black curly headed dogs in the house. I use my powers to get the dogs out but then the chicks escape! So I have to start again.

[Comments]
The dark seems to represent unsurprisingly shadow elements
I have been in a dilema about these in my life for quite some time.
I see now from one dream I had where there was a woman who had a twin, one blond and one dark haired that infact that both are incorporated into me and I don't have to make an external choice only be more accepting of that which is within me and allow it an outlet.

Large plate window and grassy banks are also repeated dreamscape idk what thats about exactly.

Fragments
- I am in a small apartment alone, it is dark.
- There is an N64 robot

D1 - At school i am trying to complete sentences in purple ink, I am having trouble getting them right.
A fellow teacher gives me an idea for an activity. A large red and black stack of card that I need to cut up.
Our headteacher is letting us have an old tin bucket of glue but I need to get resources from another teacher. The resources from each lesson get sent into a chute.
Clambering into the chute, I find piles of stuff which makes a kind of stairway up between all the floors of the building. I slowly make my way up the teetering piles and garb onto a plank at the top, hoisting myself up and out.
I am now on an open stairwell with a can of cider clutched behind my back, the headteacher looks on unimpressed.

Had a nap where I was drifting into dream and diving over a bridge down to a street below but woke before I got lucid.

I often have a dream where I have a problem with dealing with my new class. Last time I used my powers

This time....I had a class at the end of the day, I bugged the supply teacher for tips on handling them. She has glasses and short curly hair. Entering the class room they were chatting and tall. I reprimanded a couple and moved them then used roleplay to demonstrate why not to exhibit certain behaviours in the classroom. It worked as they saw the ridiculousness of it. I then left them doing some discussion and drawing ideas on a rainforest topic.
I felt calm and confident by the end.