12.17.2012Paper Earrings (Non-lucid) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID I didn't do a WBTB, so my dream recall is kind of skewed. All I remember for this one is that I'm helping something create some kind of poster for a presentation. They also seem to have their earrings made of paper as well since I colored in two dark gold ovals and quickly glued them on her ears. I told her good luck, and she doesn't really say anything to me, or at least my recall of her saying anything is bad. _________________________ 12.17.2012The Prehistoric Snake Creature (Non-lucid) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID I'm walking in a random neighborhood that seems to be derived of the one I'm currently at for winter break. I'm casually walking around in the morning time of the dream, and something feels weird near my feet area. I look down, and about 3-5 feet away from me is a creature that looks like a Prehistoric and fossilized Snake structure. The head of this creature was like semi-circle in a way, except there's a bump in front where the sides would crown around it. It has a transparent body structure where the body organs are easily visible; most noticeably the big glowing organ near the head and the start of its flexible spine. The best thing I can associate this thing's composition is the Resident Evil 4 Las Plagas parasite, especially the one that shows up when Leon starts hallucinating inside a shack where he would encounter the big sea creature later on. It had a slight light brown color for its body structure, along with a scaled lining that seems to be stacked under the head. The head was basically shaped like a broad arrowhead. It continues to follow me, and I try to walk slowly to see what this thing can actually do. I noticed that its arrowhead composition obviously points me out like a sore thumb. And if I try to make quick movements, it would sling itself like a slingshot and get even closer to me. So small movements definitely were the only option I had until I figured out a better plan. And I doubt I was able to find that "better" plan. _________________________ 12.17.2012Flirting is Not Working (Non-lucid) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID I'm talking to this girl that I used to have for my English AP Lit Class in High School, and she seems to be kind of dull and stoic. I tried having a decent communication with her, and I believe there's someone else that we both had to meet to talk about something. I tried flirting with the girl, I think? Whatever happens, she leaves the area without saying anything to me, she didn't even portray any kind of emotion that she was concerned about me or anything at all. I watch her open the door, and she quickly gets on a Maroon Bicycle that looks like the University's default bicycle service model. She rides the bicycle awkwardly, but that probably pertains to the actual model in waking life making one ride strangely in the first place. The trees outside are full of life, and even though the leaves are covering the sunlight, it's apparent that it's bright outside. It also seems to be slightly windy outside. _________________________ 12.17.2012God Lecture with Grandma (Non-lucid) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID I'm sitting at an auditorium of some sort, and the overall atmosphere is saturated with this yellow color. My grandmother goes on with this speech of the Christian God, and I'm really bored trying to listen to this. I try to block it out of audio, and there's a lot of people that are getting out of the area. I remain in my seat because of some weird reason of not trying to make my Grandmother feel bad. Eventually, I do leave, so HA! _________________________ 12.17.2012Dream Guide is Going to FREAKING KILL ME!!!! Or Not? (Non-lucid) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID I remember the dream starting out where I'm walking around an area that's close to my apartment in waking life. It feels like its 4-5PM in the dream, since the sun is close to sunset. I go to the left and end up walking to the curve that goes in a "C" motion, with me starting at the bottom of the "C." Then I ended up going to the right side of the other "C" shaped path, and I hear a police car coming nearby. The car ends up being some kind of old car model that's bulky and a little too large to be in the car category. I also hear some parts inside jingling and close to coming off as well. Don't know what the cop was going to do, but he left to do whatever it is. I thought it would be for me since I just happened to hear the siren out of nowhere. The dream shifts where I'm apparently going out with this blonde girl (inb4DreamGuide), and she's kind of cute. However, I can't verify her age, so I don't try to do anything weird with her. She does seem obsessive over me, requiring that I'm with her, or else she'll threaten to kill me. She looked a lot like Catherine from the game Catherine, the succubus one. She looks like she's 16-18 years of age in this dream. I remember being at the top stair level in an auditorium, and she's sitting around the front area to get a good lateral view of the stage. I look at the back of her head, and she quickly turns around and locks in on me. I don't think she's trying to kill me, she's just using that so I can get her attention and possibly do a reality check. Unfortunately, I didn't do that, and she turns her head back to look at the stage. I believe that I decided I should go ahead and sit next to her, and she's obviously a big contrast from the dark room of seats with people in dark clothing. The stage is the main attraction with the yellow lights shining on the shiny brown wooden floor layering. The glow emits all the way until it hits the Catherine dream character that's wearing her default white costume, or at least just a white nightgown. There's a part where I'm taking out a sword out of a sheath, but it doesn't seem logical that the sword can come out properly if the design is having "X Y Z" stick in the middle. It's practically impossible in waking life, but it slides off the sheath with ease. I don't know where this part came into the dream, because my dream recall is slightly off right now after not paying too much attention to remembering my dreams. Considering she was one form I wanted my tulpa to be in, maybe I should use her characteristics for tulpaforging.....excluding the "pretend to kill you" part.
Updated 12-17-2012 at 09:41 PM by 47756
09.07.2012Catherine with Purple Wings (Non-lucid) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID All I remember is someone levitating above me, she had huge purple wings. Whenever I'm trying to recall how she looks like, she looks a lot like Catherine from the game "Catherine." The background behind her was shining with bright colors, like a mix of white, a little bit of orange, pink, and other things. She was wearing the default costume in the game, but what was different this time is that it seems she's wearing white lingerie stockings as well. How I see her is starting the bottom of her feet in stockings, all the way up to her arms spreading out to me, as if she wanted to wrap her arms around and hug me. Then the angle shifts up more, and she's smiling at me. Well......I guess there's no doubt about it, I was just heartbeats from getting a direct answer from her, but I don't even remember what I did after I saw her. She's my dream guide, or if I want to start getting more into it: -My Guardian Angel -A Succubus -Or a Shape shifter Dream guide...which probably means the blondes in my dreams are all some element, and Catherine is just another form she can take....probably because I had an attraction to her in the game (gaaaaaaah video game crushes............) Hmmm....finding which dream to try and draw gets harder, especially when an idea pops in my head to help me remember the dream and get it engrained in my mind. I still remember the dream with the lady in the blue dress. Then there's Ada Wong with the Black Wings, and now Catherine with the Purple Wings. As much as I want to interpret this dream as just a figment of my imagination, as an aspect of apophenia, ugh.... that's no fun thinking like that! Oh well, maybe I'll have some luck tonight, that's what I always say to myself. -__- _________________________09.07.2012Sakura and Sasuke (Non-lucid) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID The environment is dark, it had colors ranging from dark maroon, red, and black. Sakura from Naruto Shippuden is wearing the same white cloak she had over one of her default costumes in the series. Sakura is right behind Sasuke, and Sasuke is just standing there, waiting for a response I'm assuming. Sakura bends her neck a bit forward and I think she starts crying, almost similar to the scene where she tried to kill Sasuke (sorry if I spoiled it for anyone, but I doubt anyone is going to die if they were trying to catch up on the anime and manga). She decides to get the kunai in her hand closer and closer to Sasuke's back, and the moment he turns around, both of them have their weapons next to each others neck. Sasuke has his sword, and she has her kunai, things look like a stalemate. Hmm....that's weird, Sasuke allowing himself to get into that position, I honestly thought he would EMS+ Spam Amaterasu+ Spam Susanoo to overkill her or something.
09.04.2012$175 Phone Bill (Non-lucid) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID I had to pay $175 for a phone Bill, and the due date was today in dream time. My father told me to make sure I pay it off, and I told him that I will, and that he doesn't have to remind me. _________________________09.04.2012Kingly Implings (Non-lucid) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID I'm catching Kingly Implings again in a wheat maze, I'm literally see more and more of them pop up in the maze, and all I'm doing is just feeling as if I'm going to make more cash by continuing to hoard all the ones spawned._________________________09.04.2012Someone's Dream Guide (Non-lucid) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID I think I summoned a dream guide, but I don't know if it's mine, I think I summoned my father's dream guide, but whoever it was, it looked a lot like Catherine from the game "Catherine." The dream itself was so random, it's hard to remember anything other than her being summoned, or at least someone that looked like her. I'm confused here... _________________________09.04.2012Sex Slave? (Non-lucid) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID Spoiler for 18+: I see pictures of someone wearing a black lingerie outfit, and with each progression of the pictures, smaller accessories of clothing start to pile up on them. Apparently the picture the right was a 100% sex slave, and as you go left, it goes down in 10% increments. The female was tall, had long black, curly hair, and was light-skinned. 09.04.2012f0rceez Banned someone (Non-lucid) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID f0rceez banned someone, though I rather not say who. He literally posts on a visitor message wall, "BANND" Yes, without the "e."
Updated 09-04-2012 at 02:10 PM by 47756
07.17.2012Eating Lunch and Saincara (Non-lucid) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID I'm inside of a family's house, and apparently it's the family of a man in waking life called Mo. That's not his full name, but let's go with that. It seems outside is either early morning or early afternoon, because it's fairly bright. Maybe it's too bright for a reason, so that I would focus on the interior of the house more. There's a shiny wood flooring I'm standing on, and furniture, the objects, and the house itself are very realistic. There's isn't a Half-Life 2-esque kind of graphic style that I normally see, it's real just like in waking life. Mo is trying to get his family to come together to eat with me, and it feels like this meal would be my last in the house for the time being. I think I explore the house a little more in the mean time, but I can't remember all that I did. I think I went to a closet to decide which shirt and pants to wear. I'm not sure if this experience that I'm going to mention is a separate dream, but it felt connected with this dream. As I'm trying to decide what clothes to wear in the guest bedroom, I see some activity outside through the window on my right. I see three characters from Code Lyoko. Ulrich was wearing a shirt, with a small dress shirt opened on top of it. He was trying to confess his love for Yumi, and after a bit of stuttering, he finally tells her that he loves her. I assumed Yumi would say she loved him as well, but she just stands there with her eyes wide opened. Ulrich is still waiting for her to acknowledge his confession, and Yumi finally takes one step back and shakes her head. She couldn't say anything back to him and runs away. Sissy, the third character that's outside, gets near Ulrich to console him. I can't really tell if Ulrich feels bad, to me, it felt like he knew Yumi wasn't ready for that confession, even though they had many many many MANY MANY MANY moments in the actual show that they had feelings for each other. Then I believe the environment shifts a bit, and I'm not even sure if this fragment belongs here, but oh well, here goes. There isn't anyone outside at the moment, there's just a gray bench, and how it's represented is just like the Code Lyoko art style, so I guess it looks like it's painted, but it's still realistic, just a bit. While I'm staring at the bench and the rest of the environment outside, I hear two people talking. I focus on one point in the environment outside, and then blank out on the rest, then I see subtitles on the bottom of the area I'm looking at. The two men talking, even though I can't see where they are right now, are talking about some kind of Camp located in Africa. The man declares about a location called the Saincara? Something along those lines, and then the guy tries to correct him by saying, "Don't you mean the Sahara?" The other guy confirms that he's not confusing it with the Sahara, and he goes on to explain that it's some lost location on the map, and that it was sort of like a camp for a specific group of people. After that little soap opera and Saincara (I think it's really Saincara he said now, but I won't go too much into it), I shift my attention back to the closet, I finally decided what I wanted to wear! I already had a plain white shirt on, it looked like it felt tight on me. I wanted to wear a dress shirt on top of it opened. The sleeves were a little longer than the usual dress shirt, maybe 3-4 inches more. I decided I should fold the edges up a little bit, and then it felt uncomfortable, so I unfolded them. I go down stairs, and I see the family of Mo are waiting for me and one other random person. I sit down, and there's some random blonde guy, who seems to be their butler or something, and is handing out their food. He's a fairly tall man, blonde hair, but he looked a little too old to still have nice hair. He's wearing a fancy dark blue dress shirt that's buttoned up, slim light blue jeans, and a very enthusiastic expression towards everyone. He manifests the plates out of nowhere, for all I know, he could've just pulled them out of his ass or something......... But no one cared, so I conformed and decided to not worry about it either. I forget what he serves to Mo, his wife, and his daughter, but I do know that they were completely random food objects. When he serves my plate to me, it's basically Guacamole and Chips. While he was putting the plate in front of me, he said the meal's name in what seemed to be in a French Language. Must be from all the French talk during my vacation. I look at the plate for a while, it's a dark blue plate, and the Guacamole looks like it's LEGIT Guacamole, with some bell peppers chopped up, and some decent corn Tortilla Chips. Before we could actually eat, Mo and his family prepare for grace. Now, I may be putting a stereotype here, but I don't think this type of family would be one to use Grace with their cultural beliefs...but whatever... Mo is to the right of me, and his wife is to the left of me. He closes his eyes, and she does as well, and they both spread their hands out to me. It takes me a while to understand what they're doing, and then I realized they're saying Grace. I quickly held their hands, and put my head down to listen to what Mo was saying. Within 5-10 second, he's already finished with declaring Grace. He says something at the end like, "Thank you God." etc etc., probably for the food on the table. I take one chip and scoop a huge load, since I didn't get a lot of chips in the first place. The Guacamole almost tastes exactly like the one I had in a Hispanic Restaurant in College Station or Bryan, Tx. It still felt bland, but I ate it anyway, and once I'm done eating, I say, "Excuse Me." Seems no one here cares about anyone having basic table manners....oh well. I pick up my plate, and I head over to the sink and put it in there. I see a small plate filled with some Ginger Ale. Eradicating all basic logic in my mind that it's supposed to be in a bloody cup, I take it and drink it. I felt the fizz swirling in my mouth, and it tastes pretty good, very refreshing. I try to look to see if the wife was looking at me, because I wanted to pour more Ginger Ale on the plate. I did my best to make it look like I'm looking at something else, and tried to use my peripheral vision to make sure I wasn't trying to do the obvious. Seems she's still busy eating, and I guess I was just being paranoid in trying to get another shot of Ginger Ale. I pour it out slowly, and drink it a little slower this time, since I couldn't have a lot on the small plate. I forget what I did next, but I believe the dream after this one somehow correlates to this one. But about the Saincara thing, I don't have a lot of background on it, but based on what I read and searched, it involves something about how desire is born and grows. Hmmm....my desire for what exactly? I have several "desires," but I never really fulfill them, or at least don't think that I can. _________________________07.17.2012Public Bathroom (Non-lucid) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID It feels like this dream was a continuation of the previous one, so I presume that after I left Mo's house, I'm inside a Public Restroom. The flooring is light gray, the walls are dark gray, and the ceiling itself is probably light gray as well. The bathroom stalls are dark gray, so even though things are a bit bland for a bathroom, it contrasts pretty well. I see a man wearing a dark gray jacket and hat (like the hats that Mafia members wear) and shiny black shoes. He goes into a bathroom stall, and something about that guy bothered me. He wore glasses, looked like he was in his 50-60s, and he was holding his hand with his left hand, and using his right hand to cover up the opening of the jacket he didn't button up all the way. Maybe he was just preparing to take them off when he was going in the bathroom stall, but because he held that position with his hands before he even reached 1 feet away from it, it felt suspicious to me. By this time, I do my business and get out of the bathroom._________________________07.17.2012Hot Sweaty Sex (DILD) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID Spoiler for 18+: The fact that I know I have god knows how many perverted and debauchery acts repressed in my mind, and how my dreams are slowly exhibiting these very very very very very perverted and enticing dreams, but doesn't let me participate in them, it just.....it just makes me feel horrible when I wake up, because I know my day is going to be boring and so full of shit. I......I.............come on, at least try to nullify the self-hatred I'm going through right now with some sex subconscious, even if I never had it. :c I immediately become lucid the moment I see two women on top of each other. I mean come on, if I'm non-lucid for someone as hot as that, especially since I did a WBTB before this dream occurred, there would be something wrong with me. Anyway, the girl on top is a blonde, a skinny blonde, but looks very hot, at least to me. She looks exactly like Catherine, the succubus in the game, "Catherine." Hm.....succubus desires starting to show up slowly for me.... She's gliding herself up and down a female with green hair....hmm...and it looks kind of like the hairstyle of Shion from Higurashi, which leads me to believe that this is Alyzarin. It's because Shion automatically makes me refer to Alyzarin because she talks about her and loves Shion's laugh. The blonde that looks like Catherine is taking complete control of Alyzarin, who is in awkward position, but she can't help but close her eyes and enjoy the ride Catherine is giving her as she's rubbing her clitoris against Alyzarin's. Alyzarin/Shion just......omg...lol....She has her eyes closed the whole time, with her mouth open. I can't hear if she's moaning, all I see is that Catherine is obviously the top in this kinky relationship. And while I'm watching, I feel some squishy stuff from my crotch. Uh....................... I didn't really bother to focus on that until I just typed it. Then the perspective changes to where I see the heads of Catherine and Alyzarin. The rest of their body is following the horizon, which makes it look like the bodies are far away. Catherine is just giving Alyzarin a good time, she even somehow gets her nipples to graze against Alyzarin's/Shion's, and Aly/Shion still has her mouth opened and eyes closed. Catherine starts sweating more because she's doing all the work, and then maybe 15 seconds after that, the dream fades away. Like, it fades, and then disappears like a vortex sucked it in. NO YOU COME BACK CATHERINE AND ALYZARIN, THIS IS NOT FAIR THIS IS NOT FAIR AT ALL I.....THIS IS MESSED UP The whole dream itself, I'm glad I saw everything, but how it ended, and the process of it being ended is what pissed me off. I mean, I can deal with the dream fading because of my excitement and all that, but when it ends like someone is saying, "That's all you're going to see," it makes me wake up with more self-hatred than I had before! Just.........whatever.
Updated 07-17-2012 at 06:45 PM by 47756
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