Moonwatcher

Two or three hypnagogic experiences while falling asleep. The sensation that I'm walking and my foot slips out from under me. Another "partial OBE?"

Also I imagine I see the purple window in the void again, momentarily, with vague content.

INT. CHILDHOOD HOME - DAY

A white gerbil is sick and dying from starvation. I hold her in a white towel. She struggles in my hand at first but then becomes calm. I place her on a shelf in a closet filled with torn strips of toilet paper.