lucid

My efforts of true lucidity have waned in the last few months of two thousand thirteen. Recall dropped dramatically yet my interest remained. I did not prevail. As I had lost the grasp at lucidity, I blamed others. Reality is, I'm to blame. I let the demons overtake and the anger and lust perverted the sacred lands of sleep and dream.

The faithful galleon of Dwo, that I had built and conquered from pirates, survived many battles as well as a lazy mutinous crew, had sailed on without my guidance whilst I blame those around me, fore my true foe lyes within. I wrestled with these demons of distraction far to long already. I shall fear sleep no longer.

Dwo was destroyed by the demonic being, Anger, before it was ever truly finished and Solitude, tainted by the demon, Lust.

Lust, is an infatuating yet twisted kin, whom tricked me into abusing my own powers for her own evil intentions. Cruelly misguiding me into neglecting my own soul. She speaks in tongues that I never understood yet she never needed to speak.

Anger, was equally abusive and pushed me over the edge of my own tower cliff and chased me out of the Oneiric paradise and even tricked me into hating others. A truly spiteful being. He need not speak either, fore he would only attack me verosiously.

At first, Lust made the land welcoming and warm. She taught me to summon so I could call her for my every craving, giving me everything to which I desire. Countless nights were lost in ecstasy. Thus distracting me from my true goals.

Then Anger came, subtlely at first, then night after night of his voracious taunts and my utter defeat. I stayed away for awhile hoping it would eventually just end, that Anger would leave me be, then I could return to tend my creation, the Tower of Dwo.

Occasionally, Lust would come to me and ease my sorrows yet as time went by I lost sight of all. Recall, became fragmented. I can only wonder where I would be right now if I had just wrote those horrid dreams of Angers vicious attacks down anyways. Perhaps I would have conquered over the two demons instead of letting them lay a blight all across Dwo.

Finding a strategy within the last few pages of last years book of dreams has proven difficult. Fore the pages were intentionally left blank and memories mostly forgotten, all but the worst of them. This year will prove one of the hardest and most challenging.

Lust still tricks me. Last night she visited me in a spacious and beautiful blue pool of water in a green field of exotic flora. She took the form of two tantalizing beauties, and pulled me into her distraction and deceitfulness again. While she tricks me with my own lustful wants, in the distance I watch lucidly, as Anger reigns in the tower of Dwo taunting me from afar, yet do nothing to stop him and reconquer my fortress.

I have many powers. From flight, to telekinesis, the ability to phase through walls to the breathtaking water breathing and even the unique ability of time manipulation. Among the other abilities I've learned last year, I believe it's time to defeat the two demons, find the abandoned Otherkind whom I had once befriended and take back what once was mine.

A new adventure is awaiting.
Now I sleep, then I dream.