16.06.2010 Simple and sweet, a rare dream, one I simply LOVED (DILD)
NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID
At a lake myself and a group of people were walking around outside. Then I found myself away from the group with my friend in a city, talking to him, we had branched away from them as they went to the lake, we went towards town. We sat on the back of a delivery truck with the back open and it began to slowly drive through the city. I was asking him about angels. I said, "So if we don't become angels, we die?" He said, "Yup." I said "hmm, What are you thinking, what's on your mind?" He said, "Sucks for me, you are gonna leave me behind." And I said "why do you say that," and he said "because I'm going to die here." Then I told him "alright, I'll come with ya." It was a weird conversation and that doesn't really reflect my beliefs in any obvious fashion.
I slowly began to become lucid, but not fully yet. I did a reality check by trying to knock my friends grandmother off her bicycle with telekinesis as she passed by. I have a sense of humor and like to make them ridiculous or fun sometimes. It worked lol and she fell onto the pavement . I became fully lucid and told him sorry, I could have set her down easier. Going lucid might have been a better feeling if I didn't feel so bad for making her crash lol. I demonstrated that I could have set her down easier by picking up construction cones telekinetically and setting them down nicely as we passed by them in the truck. We kept riding a bit, then the truck stopped and we got out. I remembered a dream task from a ways back (Give a DC a flower). So my friend walked with me down the sidewalk as I began looking for flowers to give DCs. Everywhere I looked there were a few flowers. I've never done this before and decided to put my own little twist on it.
I would pull the flowers out of the ground telekinetically and float them in front of people as I walked up to them, like having an invisible arm. The people might have known I was giving them the flowers, but without handing it to them and the gesture of giving, they never thanked me. I smiled at them. The first flower was yellow, the next one more bluish, and the last one was the biggest and honestly the prettiest flower I've ever seen. It was white with spots or streaks perhaps of purple. It was so big I twirled it in the air like helicopter blades (but steadily and slowly) as I flew it in front of this nice lady sitting in a golf cart. When she noticed it, she smiled and took it. I had no idea there would be so many pretty flowers, and they'd be so easy to find.
I was trying to find ways to identify with the dream, to feel things in it. I fly a moment down the hill and back to the lake we came from. I land on the shore and jump in, drinking some of the water in on purpose. I see a lady sitting on a dock and I want her to join my friends who were already out in the water. I fly her over telekinetically and plop her down into the water lol. Then we all just hang out a while, a matter of minutes - maybe 2 maybe 5.
I knew the dream would come to an end, and as usual, felt bad for leaving the people I was having fun with. Wondering if they were real in some way, if the dream would continue without me, etc. I came up with a solution. I would make a copy of myself as real (or not) as they are, to stay with them in the dream. I went underwater and closed my eyes, imagining myself splitting, the second part going behind me. Then I tried to push my second self above the water and to my side. After much deliberation, I floated myself back to the surface and turned to see my second self... but it was not there, I failed in the attempt though I was sure and could almost feel my second self, there never was one made.
Then a mob of my friends swam out to me telling me to come back to the dock. Always telling me what to do . I felt defeated, mild arguing with them ensued as I slowly lost the dream and woke up.
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