Thread: The letters wrote... from love to suicide

love... the roller coaster of emotion...
the exstacy of life.... the high is great.... but we eventauly come down from that high
and for some...
it kills.
this is the chronical of such an event told from the perspective of the male

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the story starts out like all the rest.... boy meets girl, boy flirts with girl...
boy gets girl to laugh... girl and boy fall for one another...
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part one

THE LOVE.

there are no words to tell you what you make me feel,
its as if you control my very will,

my every desire, my greatest wishes, still even my worst fears lay in your hands,

my desires for you that burn inside me making me long for you more,
making my chest heavey and my heart soar,

craving the sweet taste of your lips as i rest my hands on your sexy hips,
feeling your body so close to mine making our hands intertwine,

the burning for you i feel is out of control,
beating so hard against my soul,

your mind your body your heart your soul these seem to be all that can make me whole,

all i wish for is for you to be mine,
i am already yours becouse you make my life seem so devine,

last there are my fears
scared that i will lose you,

afraid you will never be mine,
and terrified your feelings for me will fade

im giving you the key to my heart and it only beats for you
please dont break it


love always&forever

Josh
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girl blush, and smiles as she reads the letter... there relationship grows
the 2 become close...mentaly and pysicaly
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part 2

the lust

i love this girl with all my heart
and when we touch it's the greatist art
her hands slide into mine
we move closer feeling them intertwine
melodys of love dancen through my head
as i think of all the words she has said
she slides her hands around my waist
feeling my mouth water thinking of her arousing taste
i rest my hands upon her hips
getting impatient now looking down at her sexy wet lips
my heart beating faster as our bodys pull closer
her full erotic breasts pressing against my chest
my hands slide down her ass, exploring all over
i pull her in tighter
my bodys hunger, so plain to see
she raises her eyes looking into mine
she knows what she does to me
she knows what im thinking
she knows my love
she knows my want
she pulls me in
i lean closer
our eyes close softly
her lips carress mine
.........everything else fades away..................................

yours... Josh
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many things happen withen the time between these 2 poems
relationships get rocky...
loyalty weakins.. passion begins to die... the spark is all but gone...
the hearts that once knew they would be together forever...
were infact ripped apart from one another
for whatever petty reason
but this is the final result.
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the pain will not subside
like 2 planes as they collide
the darkness is all i see now
as if my souls been taken from me but how?
the love i felt for her
now seems like such a blurr
all i feel now are the shadered broken pieces
and my heart giving away while the pain increases
i trusted i loved her but nothing seems to matter now
so fuck the world im waiting for this gun to go pow
the blood will run down my face
already feeling my heart pace
trusted her loved her gave her all i had
now im simply raving mad

yours always...
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the story ends... the boy gripping his last blood stained letter in his hand
love is a powerfull emotion.
dont let it consume you.
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By Josh Hawkins





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