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      Shit, Sobs & Sighs From Numbers Repeated

      Sobs From Heaven

      Tears can't accurately express the way that I feel
      Too tired to cry, too surreal to believe that moment was real
      Thoughts play back and pervade my mind
      Like a record player on repeat, frozen in time
      This can't be real, it all happened so sudden
      What we were building, demolished into nothing
      The thoughts, the memories, our times I'm retracing
      My heart is crying and my mind is racing
      I look around and see no options to fall on
      Save to be that friend, that one you can call on
      So that's what I'll be, whether it's wrong or it's right
      I'll be in your corner, shaking you to NOT give up the fight
      My strength you'll make your own, God I pray that you do
      You DON'T have to do it alone, though you may think you have to
      Here I stand, as I am, are, will be and always have been
      Standing beside you, seeing you through 'till the end

      - Numbers Repeated
      Last edited by Jeff777; 08-22-2009 at 07:14 AM.
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      And So I Run

      A breeze flows through the night air
      I lace up my shoes and pretend not to care
      My iPod blasts as I walk out the door
      The goal is to keep running until my legs are sore
      The wind passes through my hair as sweat pours down my face
      Everything in that moment, is non-existent...erased
      Can't stop, can't drop...and can't look back now
      Things happen for a reason, it's pointless to ask "why" or "how"
      Tocs become tics and tics become tocs
      My body is wracked with fatigue, but still I can't stop
      Endorphins release as I continue to move on
      Won't stop to catch my breath, though my exercise is done
      Past the finish line I fly chanting "And so I run..."
      Like a gun my blood, sweat and tears fire into each step
      As memories drown in heavy breaths, until there's nothing left
      I leave problems of the world behind as I dash like the flash
      And burn feelings behind me, each step striking a new match
      Flames are rising high now, but am I that thoughtless?
      The world is burning behind me, a purification process
      As I lap it once more, I see ash blanketing the earth
      Out the corner of my eye, in a tree a phoenix doth perch
      Is it a sign of things to come? Surely it means something
      I can't stop to think though, I HAVE to keep running
      The phoenix lifts me up to show me a brilliance in the sky
      So much different from the ash below, I can't help but ask why
      He responds It's duality, something we cannot escape
      There's good and there's evil, It's a law no-one can break
      There's joy and despair, happiness and misery
      Look for the greater purpose and past the tears you see
      There's a reason for a season and they're meant to make us strong
      It's our decisions that determine whether they be short or long
      Keep running young one, but from a problem? Not to escape it
      Run because you're sick and tired of being complacent
      Run because you want freedom, run because of your desires
      Run because you're tired of being held down in the fires
      Run because eventually you have to take your life back
      Run away from those who keep you in need and keep you in lack
      Run and keep running, hold courage against your fears
      Pain will surely come, and so will many tears
      Things always become darkest right before the dawn
      That dawn is waiting for you, but only if you run...
      On my path he turned me around, so I ran...harder than before
      Sifting through all my problems, not afraid anymore
      Though my issues in life are far from few
      It's through you that I've learned I can begin life anew...and so I run.

      - Numbers Repeated
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      Revision of the Human Condition

      To be human is to hurt, to be human is to cry
      To be human is to know and at the same time ask why
      To be human is different, odd and still the same
      To be human is to be strung up in god's marionette game
      To be human is to love, regret, fuck and lie
      To be human is to wrinkle, grow old and eventually die
      To be human is to experience weddings and funerals too
      To be human is to do what you've grown accustomed to do
      To be human is to watch your mother and father die
      To be human is to instinctually blame god for reasons why
      To be human is incomprehensible, and yet simple as well
      To be human is to experience on earth, all levels of hell
      To be human is to fall in love, and sleep in your lovers arms
      To be human is to feel obligated to keep them from harm
      To be human is short, a great opportunity or a divine joke
      To be human is to let life pass as you keep clicking the remote
      To be human is worth it, and yet too much to bear
      To be human is to feel emotionally drained, but at the same time still care
      To be human is to read to your children and tuck them in at night
      To be human is to summon the love to punish them, when they knowingly do what's not right.
      To be human is to run from problems and make excuses for where you are
      To be human is to fearfully buy your 17 year old their first car
      To be human is to have goals and get them completed
      To be human is to throw in the towel and announce yourself defeated
      To be human it to stay up for hours, talking on the phone
      To be human is to run far off, only to make your way back home
      To be human is to smell, taste, touch, hear and see
      To be human is to connect to souls, me be strong for you and you be strong for me
      Hold fast to my words, and know them within your heart to be true
      To me, being human means loving myself, but even more-so loving you.

      - Numbers Repeated
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      We Love the Ones We Hurt

      A shimmer of hope, distorted in the fragmented shards of time
      A second chance to do it over, feelings expressed in a petty rhyme
      It's fun and games until things crash down all around
      We greeted with smiles but I unwittingly forced you to frown
      My carelessness, thoughtlessness...I should have known better
      I shouldn't have said those words last night that made you feel bitter
      I'm clever on most days but last night my words caused you harm
      Seeing you upset, I wanted to just hold you in my arms
      I can't though, I just won't allow myself to do it
      You say it's okay, but your words...I can see right through it
      Perhaps it's in my head, but I know the things I said
      Were inexcusable last night, I just want to crawl into bed
      "Please don't leave Jeff" are words I hear you say
      A whisper of regret as your voice now trails away
      I'll make it up to you somehow, I'll make it right someday
      But I can't stay with you now, I can't allow myself to do so
      Your heart is gold and I pierced it with a venomous arrow
      I love you and you know that, you've been there for me all along
      You've held me in your arms, when things with her went horribly wrong
      I think the world of you and I mean what I say from now until the end
      I love you Patricia, my dear friend, I promise never to hurt you again.

      - Numbers Repeated
      Last edited by Jeff777; 08-22-2009 at 09:42 PM.
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