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Delphinus
Abra, I'm not sure if that was an insult or not... You darn kids with your hip slang.
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Delphinus had just sat down for breakfast. He loved breakfast. It was the cheapest and most filling meal of the day, He felt the slightly greasy tray in his hands. He rested it on the counter and gave the cook a smile. He asked for two slices of French toast and some bacon. This meal and a cup of coffee, Delphinus knew to be $4.35. It was filling enough for him to have a light lunch. It was his form of saving money.
Daniel Danciu saw Delphinus walking toward a table. Daniel waved a friendly hello, and went to retrieve his own breakfast. Delphinus put his tray down and sat. He stared at the golden toast and thinly sliced bacon. Memories flooded his mind. He remembered making bacon with his mother, dipping bread into and egg batter with his cousins, spilling maple syrup on the floor in the old house leaving a stain for months... All these thoughts made him smile to himself nostalgically.
Daniel swiftly returned, his tray now had pancakes, coffee, and sausages (of course.) He sat down across from Delphinus. They both began eating with minimal conversation. Daniel finished first, he looked over at Delphinus with a small grin hidden under his massive now crumb speckled beard.
Daniel felt a little awkward in the silence, so he filled it with what he loved most. His own voice.
Pulling the paper coffee cup away from his lips, he chuckled and said, "Memories are odd little things, are they not?" Delphinus responded with a maple syrup filled grunt. Daniel continued, "You see, these pancakes and sausage - now gone, but you know what I mean - were delicious, yes. But I have had better. I can not think of where or when I had better pancakes than these, but I know I have. Their taste and smell brought up many memories; my father's attempts at making breakfast, my sister and I mixing batter."
Delphinus swallowed his last mouthful of bacon, and sipped from his coffee. He cleared his throat and looked up at Daniel quizzically. "You know, DD, it is very odd that you would mention this. As you were getting your delicious pancakes, I was reminded of many things. All of these things came from the sight of this French toast."
Daniel seemed slightly startled. But this was not an uncommon occurrence. Often when these two would get together, one would mention something the other had just finished thinking about. Usually when this happened, they would talk about metaphysics and shared consciousness. This time, however, they stayed on topic. Daniel (and also Delphinus) had brought up an interesting topic for discussion: Memory.
Daniel waited for Delphinus to make his standard argumentative model of real life examples. Delphinus and Daniel had gotten into a habit of arguing, theorizing, and generally discussing these sorts of things.
"I can remember," Delphinus paused to reformat his statements. "I can remember waking up this morning. I remember how I felt. I remember how many times I pressed the snooze button on he alarm." Delphinus smirked and raised three fingers. "I can remember my shower and getting ready for the day. All of it. Now, ask me how I woke up three days ago." Delphinus shook his head. "There is no way I could answer. Now, you and I both know that short term memory turns to long term memory primarily while we sleep, correct?"
Daniel nodded.
"Then, the longest short term memory held in a single day would be of waking up." Delphinus reiterated, "If I am awake for sixteen hours, then I must hold this memory for sixteen hours before it could be turned into long term memory, right?"
Daniel thought for a moment, "Yes, that would be true if we were to turn some short term memories into long term memories at night, and completely throw out the rest."
Delphinus realized his mistake.
Daniel continued, "Short term memory lasts quite a bit longer than twenty-four hours."
"But how long," said Delphinus, "and what merits something as long term and another as not."
Daniel responded, "Perhaps importance?"
Delphinus countered, "Perhaps not. If I need to remember to pick up my sister from the airport, can I not forget?"
Daniel nodded. That one was a given. "Perhaps we can test this. You mentioned you hit the snooze button three times this morning. I could ask you how many times you hit the snooze button each morning until you could no longer recall."
Delphinus replied, "But then would the fact that I hit the snooze button three times this morning not eventually become ingrained in my memory? Even if we used a different example, the repetition would cause it to stick with me."
Daniel quickly replied, "Then repetition it is." Delphinus looked confused. Daniel continued, "Repetition could be a major contributor to long term memory. If you needed to pick up your sister from the air port, and constantly told yourself that. You would most likely not forget."
Delphinus nodded and smiled, "Yes, I would agree with that. But what about things that are not repeated? Things that I don't think of often, but are still in my memory? We could look these things up, if you''d like."
Daniel shook his head, "I think we both agree that this is much more entertaining than that. Perhaps emotion has something to do with non-repetitive memories. Most things I remember are highly attached to some emotion. Happiness, sadness."
Delphinus nodded once again, "Actually, that fits in quite well with repetition.
As you might know, the reason 'sad music' brings up emotions of sadness is because our minds have associated those sounds to sad images. Just think about the last few movies you've watched, if there was a sad scene, there was sad music. Perhaps the same thing happens in waking life without us noticing. In almost all aspects."
Daniel nodded slowly.
Delphinus thought of a good example, but only one would come up. A real example. Something he had experienced. "Say, Danny. Do you mind if I tell a story?"
Daniel chuckled, "Another real life example, Delph?"
Delphinus shook his head, "Nope, this time it is for real."
Daniel gestured for him to go on as he drank the last of his coffee.
Delphinus began, "Now, we lived in the same town, so I assume you remember the blind turn on Clyde Drive. When I was eight years old, my mother let me sit on her lap and drive, as most parents do with their kids sometimes. The road was clear, so she figured it would be safe. I remember how the road looked. I remember seeing the raccoon run out onto the road. My mother quickly hit the breaks. My head rocked forward, but then launched backwards when we stopped. I struck my mother in the face. I felt so bad... I scooted off her lap and apologized many times. She said it was fine. She started driving. I buckled myself in after I crawled to the back seat.
"I remember seeing my mothers head nod twice... Then her face landed on the steering wheel. I had hit her harder than either of us realized. She had just lost consciousness. I was buckled in. What could I do? I tried to move, but there was a loud crash. The car had hit another car as it came by that turn. The woman in the other car was killed almost immediately. I felt very responsible. It is something I can never forget. It was also the most emotional point in my entire life." Delphinus bowed his head. He hadn't told many people that story.
Daniel had turned white. "Yes... A good point..." Daniel could do nothing but stare at Delphinus.
Delphinus apologized for his example, and finally looked at the clock. He told Daniel that they should both get to class. He asked if they should meet for lunch and continue this discussion. Daniel nodded slowly. He gathered his things still staring at Delphinus. He hurried away, but did not go to class. He called his father, and through tears, asked him where his mother had died.
The blind turn on Clyde Drive.
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