Quote Originally Posted by tropical breeze
that transgender will soon become the majority
*shutters at the thought*
An irrational fear that the destabilizing of sexual binaries will become more common? That the more people express themselves, whether it's a case of gender dysphoria, or whatever, clearly states that sexually assigned roles towards genders is not a natural implication, but rather imposed controlling on society itself between what defines masculinity and femininity?

That definitely is an irrational fear.



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My irrational fear is that I fear that when I'm sleeping, I might log on to Dream Views while in my sleep, go on DV IRC, and actually just straight up insult other members that I have fun playing stupid with. And then I would speculate if they would post it on meta forums, and me not being tempted to use my chat logs of them if they retaliated and said that I'm being a doucehbag, when the logs I've stored have clearly shown they've done the same, and no staff member gave two shits about it.

But since it's me, I would probably get a ban, since I'm that "special" person (in a retarded way), and wonder why that person that was insulting and flaming didn't get banned in the first place altogether, especially when they do it consistently. I guess it's just this hysteria of hypocrisy that I'm worried about.


Yeah, I'm a weird person.

Another irrational fear I seem to have, and I'm ashamed of, is when I take a photo with someone else, and some creepy girl posts it on Facebook, and a bunch of girls fixate themselves on the other guy, which clearly in my own narcissistic, is less attractive than I am (I rarely indulge in narcissism for more than 1 minutes). I then speculate if I'm just too ugly, or maybe it was just the girlfriend of the guy I took a photo with.

I clearly have a closet personality to gather as many women as I can, and ignore them when they're collected in my own intangible harem; and I continue seeking other women getting attention from other men, trying to find ways to formulate how to grab them (if they're hot enough for me).

I'm a 19 year old with issues on facades and personalities.

:s

Then I have the habit that when I get tired of being stupid just to see how certain people react, but if I actually want to come out and tell them the truth on how incompetent they really are, I get this fear that I'll just do it too harsh....I don't know...just throwing that out there.