I am a mentor, and I know quite alot but I dont know if I can handle your level, and I doubt if anybody in this forum could..
but my first word of advice for you would be,I said it before, dont be to greedy for wisdom and power. Do not hunger for knowledge and skill, so dont even ask for highly advanced meditation skills and dont ask for advanced shamanism skills either..this atracts the wrong people. Magicans with wrong intentions, black ones, corrupt ones..who might learn you things that will only come back to you.
You said yourself, you dont know how to handle your personal power? Your karma won't let you? Perhaps you aquired to much power then you are supposed to, in my eyes we should not get to powerful, it upsets that balance. And if we are powerful we should not try and enhance that power even further(to a certain extend)
As for your personal, pshysical life, well another word of advice might be to take it all less serious. Find purpose in this life aswell, for me it is helping others. Or go travel, or work in an international developement programm and help poor people in 3rd world countries. Find your calling.
Thats all I can say about that, lucidity doesnt require a full time detication.
Nothing does, everything in due time. Take it slow
Now as for your bad dreams..I think thats pretty obvious. You must face them. With no violence. Create and image of them during meditation or during a dream. You must not use violence no matter what happens. I dont know if you've tried..but you must talk to them. As them who they really are, and why they are doing it.(did it) Ask if you can do anything for them, if they are in need of help. I take it these dreams are inner demons, your own demons, and not demons of the astral. So you will need to make peace with them.
Astral projection..an easy method is just if your good at WILD, just do WILD when you are meditating..I thought I recalled that your fairly good at WILD so..and if your good at med too that should work. Remember the dreamworld is the astral so no fancy tricks are needed perse. Though this way might take a while, but it works becuase some techniques cant be explained.
Well, thats all I can tel your right now..I cannot be your mentor, your on a too high level for me. After all, a mentor should be on a higher level then his pupil. I dont know in what sense I am, but Im certainly not on a much higher level if at all. Youn exeed me on certain areas for sure..
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