hmmm well yes while awake. like as soon as i got comfortable and relaxed. im actually kind of pissed, cuz i didnt see them lastnight, and the night before they were very faint. i know why though......its because while the power was out during the hurricane, i freaking hot high and now i cant see them and my recall isnt as good again damnit.

thats ok because i will just wait for them to come back, they came after being sober for 2 months i guess. i look forward to expanding on this. it was quite exciting to literally see them without being in trance though.

imagine how when you are looking into the blackness, how you can see blury black swirls or faint blury light images. well i was able to see those and then focus on them with my eyes and watch them solidify. it was cool