Have lucid dreams anymore. Idk why. Unfortunately I have PTSD. I can’t seem to shake the scrambled nightmares and anxiety I feel in the morning.


My dreams are chopped up pictures of my past. I went thru the ringer in 05.


When I did have lucidity some where beautiful. Some where frightening and very surreal.



I can’t take things to obtain it anymore. I have to take medication for my psych illnesses. I hate my dreams. Their terrible fears that are loosed at night. My worst nightmares.