Okay, here's what's happened to me recently. I've successfully done this twice.
As I said, as I get close to falling asleep, my mind tends to wander, and I usually don't notice it until I become aware again instead of losing consciousness. Things are still happening in my mind, although I for some reason tend to react (mentally, not physically) as if it were really happening (or I react as if it were a non-lucid dream, in other words).
Sometimes in the late mornings, instead of completely losing consciousness at this stage, I will suddenly become aware again just as my body begins to fall asleep. I will either fill numbness everywhere, or I will hear a sort of rumbling noise in my ears (similar to the sound that occurs when yawning or stretching), or both.
It's hard for me to stay in that state, and I think it's because I get a bit nervous (nervous because I don't know what will happen if I stay in this state while conscious.) So this has happened many times but I usually haven't managed to stay in this state. But I've found that if I remember to relax like I do when I'm trying to fall asleep in the first place (I like to focus on breathing and count the breaths), it helps me remain in this state.
The two successful times I was in this state, I just waited a few seconds to make sure the numbness/"rumbling" sounds were stable and weren't fading away. Then I imagined myself standing and looking at whatever scene I wanted to as clearly as I could, and held it there without changing it. Both times, whatever I visualized started getting clearer in my mind, much clearer than it normally does if I visualize while awake, then within seconds, that image faded into existence, so that I was literally seeing it through my closed eyelids. (The second time this happened, I also noticed the way my sense of balance gradually "shifted" from lying down to standing up.)
At this point, I was effectively dreaming, and it was cool. Only problem is that it doesn't last long before I wake back up. The first time I woke up after only a few seconds in the dream; the second time, I woke up after about 20-30 seconds. Maybe it will last longer as I practice more?
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