I was steady in my first month here in terms of methods of LDing. For instance the RC's, the dream journal, techniques at nights. In the past month in my dry spell, I've been less committed to it. I want to do it and I haven't given up.

But my RC/day count is down, I have a habit of just writing little notes consisted of a few words about each dream so I can write about the whole dream before I go to bed the upcoming night, and I haven't really tried any techniques in a while, even when I wake up at 4 am.

I guess my lack of LDing can be pointed in the direction of these things. Either this is just a lack of confidence, I'm just forgeting, or I'm not caring anymore w/out actually knowing it.

SUMMARY of last paragraph: I want to do this but it isn't working and I think I only have myself to blame.
That's probably it right?