I've practiced lucid living (LL) for two months. Now I'm able to pay attention to my surrounding and thinking "Is this a dream?" several times a hour. But the average LD rate is about 1.5 LD per week and I think a third of them was inducted due to feeling "I want a LD very much!" before going to bed.
When LD rate is compared to LL effort, LL seems to be a waste of time for me .
I think my subconsciousness don't like LL.
Any suggestion?