when i close my eyes, laying in a comfortable position, i do not see a lot of the described stuff.

i see the following:


a couple of seconds of colors on black background.

then, i see HI, but do not feel SP.

then the HI starts moving and i know it is not a dream but i try and say that it is a dream to try and take controll. i usually just totally wake myself up and give up.




What should i do?