last night was really weird. I woke up did a wbtb and went to bed. I was sitting there in bed for a long time, because i was really uncomfortable, but after a long time i found a good spot. when all of a sudden i could feel myself loseing consisness it was like not my body but my consisness was being pushed away to make way for unconsisness. I usually just let go and let it be but this time i decided to push back! I remained more or less awake but i was supposed to be asleep. suddenly it sounded as if i was yawning and my ears started popping and i heard strange beeping noises. I was excited and probably not relaxed enough cause the sounds stopped and i was in more control again but 30 sec later it happened agian. This time i remained relaxed and i went even deeper that to got me excited and i regained consisness but 30 sec later it did it again! but when i came out of it this time it didnt come back |
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