It's probably been about 6 months now, and for some reason I cannot get this down. But I was thinking about it, and I've decided to not try any techniques or anything and just let it happen on its on own. Just last night I had an incredible dream, and that's when I realized that I don't even need to become lucid. I can still go places I could never go, do things I could never do, meet people I could never meet, and have relationships that I'm not positive I could ever have. And in that dream, that moment; that is my reality. The reason I am writing this is to not say that there is no need for lucid dreams or anything like that, but to just remind those that are having a tough time just as I am to not be frustrated or dissapointed but to just enjoy your experiences, and if comes, it will come. Best of luck to all of you.