Basically last night I read over my dream journals and just went to bed as normal I would. I woke up about 4 o clock (after 5-6 hours of sleep) and remembered nothing from my dream except one part, so I wrote it down, and then I tried to MILD my way into a Lucid Dream, but I just couldn't fall asleep, by the time I figured this, I looked at my clock and it said 4:20, so I thought to myself, may as well try to do a WILD at least, no point in just sitting here awake. So I did the breathe in, breathe out, one.. technique, and nothing worked so i was like whatever I'll just go back to sleep. As I was falling asleep I kept doing RC's (just the nose one), and eventually I began breathing with my nose closed, I was astounded and got a huge adrenaline rush, I look at my digital clock and I see nothnig but a red dot, so I got pretty happy...I then close my eyes and shake my head and look and all my friends are there and so on. But my legs seemed extremely heavy...too heavy for me to move which made a little disapointed. Then I soonly woke up and got really excited again, and had a hard time sleeping yet again!

I eventually fell asleep, and in my dream randomly did a RC, and I realized I had a 2nd chance! So i ran outside and yelled"LUCIDITY NOW!".......LUCIDITY NOW!" To brighten up the world around me, but it still stayed dark out..So I thought oh well, so then I just jumped and began flying, but it was waaay too dark to see anything so I just stopped and decided to get on with my dream...which I did other things which I can't seem to remember ... ...But I remember an inability to manifest and change the surroundings.


(And yes I wrote everything down in my DJ)


Now where do I go from here? How could I strengthen myself further?!