Your not strange.

Your just damn lucky.

Envy...

You'll grow out of it some day. Just like I did. And then you'll know the need for trying. You'll be lost in your complacency... a gift taken for granted will have been torn away, exiled like Eve from the garden of Eden, wandering forwards to the wilderness to face the toil therein. Mwahahahaha Mwahahaha. Urk.