actually all my SPs so far were like that

I could always move, although when I moved, Ifelt my body a bit strange, like those times when you lack strength after you just woke up and so

als oI've managed to stay a whole night (8 hours) awake trying to WILD haha.. most of the time I stayed in that same semiSP (the vibrations, but able to move) and sometimes I was just completely awake

I think It's kinda hard for me to lose cousciousness... when going to sleep normally, it does also take me a nice piece to get asleep... my mind has to go insane and completely lacking sense before I fall asleep

I'll try it again this night, I do better when just WILDing at night then the 'waking up in the middle of the night' thing.. when I do wake up I am too sleepy and lose focus

I'm also gonna try a thing I've seen somewhere, of simulating a dream cousciously, like, imagining random things and all... imagining is great for maintaining awareness and caring less about your body feelings

anyways all I've been able to do so far was that semiSP.. I think I've been too worried lately.. too many things going on, can't relax properly

anyways, thanks for the opportunity,