I think I did a WILD

[mini0991]

I think i may have achieved my first wild...one morning I woke up and I kept falling into this state where I couldn't move. Since I was kinda delirious, I knew it was SP but for some reason didn't try to take advantage of it because it felt unpleasant and I just tried to keep shaking out of it. Somewhere along the line I fell paralyzed again...and I seemed to 'wake up' in a dream. I could see my wall and everything and somehow I knew i was dreaming. But, for some reason, I felt scared (even though I didn't see anything scary) and I 'fell back' into real life. Basically one minute, I saw my dream wall...then blackness...then I was awake. Was this a WILD? If it was, it sure was damn short, but then again, so were my first LDs. Also, in SP, is it normal to feel "pins and needles" or "getting sandblasted"? I felt like this again this morning but just got up. Is there any way to try to forget that SP feels unpleasant and just go through with it?