I tried to WILD today and my problem is I start to see vivd images of my random thoughts, and still hear and feel the real world. But there is this point where I am actually already in a dream and its like I know it and I dont do anything about it. Its like I feel I still half awake and still feel the real world and I am afraid to do anything in those thoughts cause it will wake me up.
Its very weird its like I am lucid but I dont know it, its kinda hard to explain it. Also I think I am immune to SP cause when I exited from my dream I dont know I felt a cool feeling but my leg was twiching and I could move its like half SP or something, and I dont feel myself in SP when I try to WILD. I just dont feel my body cause I dont think about it.
There is this thin line between dream and reality and when I WILD I feel im jumping from side to side untill im on the dream side. But then Im afraid to do anything cause I think it will bring me back to the real world because you can only get close to a dream when you think about nothing at all. So Im scared that if I will start thinking about being lucid while in a dream and control it, it will break my relaxation and wake me up.
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