So you hope by shifting your Goal from becomming lucid to "failing to become lucid" to fool yourself and equip your mental blocks in your own advantage? You hope to become lucid by aiming for lucid Failure?

Unless you're really good at telling yourself lies, believing them and making them come true (A.K.A. Auto-suggestion) I doubt it's gunna work; in the back of your mind will be a residual consciousness of wishing to attain lucidity from it all.