100% mastered lucidity and control ruined...

[deadly4u]

Hello everyone! I don't often make posts here, i have very little free time . One thing i wanted to ask the pro's of this forum. Ever since i was a young child, i've been able to control my entire dream state. From knowing i was dreaming, to changing the dream in every way, remembering my dreams, and then being able to repeat a continueing story over the period of many dreams. Real life sucks, and my lucidity is what keeps me sane. I live to sleep, as i can, AND HAVE formed a SECOND LIFE in my dreams. THE ISSUE IS, approximately 1 year ago, i tried drugs (marijuana) JUST ONCE. Ever since that VERY mistake, my dreaming has been damaged. No longer am i CONSISTENTLY able to know that im dreaming, nor am i able to control my dreams at ALL. Most of the time, i can't remember my dreams anymore. I'm asking those here for your help. Have any of you experienced what i've had here? Is it POSSIBLE AT ALL to reclaim my former dreaming prowess? I NEED TO... ONLY SERIOUS responses would be great. Sincerely, Dave